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Suicide Discussion

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king_yaroglek
Venting Don´t even have the willpower for VSED
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2
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160
king_yaroglek
king_yaroglek
Daisy88_99
I JUST WANNA CRY! How much relief do you have when you have a peaceful method available?
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13
Views
500
HeyBoogahJr
HeyBoogahJr
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Discussion Is it weird/bad to want to be on a intimate relationship knowing I'm planning on ctb?
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10
Views
261
litany_of_thoughts
litany_of_thoughts
un.exist
Are you desensitised ?
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1
Views
124
Hollowman
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Dante_
Resource Comprehensive Medical records from SN attempt
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38
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5K
RyeSalRuff2
R
P
Help I have 81 mg clonzepam, 750 mg tramadol, 270 mg codeine, and some street heroin
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7
Views
189
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
thefirstluminary
  • Question
Discussion Complete manual of suicide
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4
Views
377
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
XxEstenxX
Venting Failed attempt :)
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0
Views
141
XxEstenxX
XxEstenxX
thefirstluminary
Method Every method is hard to implement.
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36
Views
956
Bishop
B
P
Venting I can't keep going
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3
Views
167
ginadu
G
attheendofthenight_
I started writing suicide notes
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12
Views
280
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
Captain laser
slowly becoming distrustful
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4
Views
174
Lapdog6795
Lapdog6795
iCryInMySecretSpot
  • Poll
What has your diet been like lately ? [Poll]
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10
Views
272
Bitterly_Nostalgic
Bitterly_Nostalgic
gardenoflonely
Venting I don't want to connect with anyone
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8
Views
299
interna
interna
I
Help Acquiring SN in India
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28
Views
2K
Endisclose
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pieceoffox
Discussion Got my SN
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7
Views
434
pieceoffox
pieceoffox
T
Help Nitrogen or helium tank
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0
Views
78
tender
T
WannaDisappear_
Seizures from partial
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3
Views
360
wishmaster9
wishmaster9
Lapdog6795
Discussion How old is your SN?
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6
Views
208
Lapdog6795
Lapdog6795
020x
Method Best way to succeed partial hanging
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70
Views
47K
latam
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dandelion_fluff
Never hated myself more than now
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1
Views
158
Lambybahhhhhh
Lambybahhhhhh
M
I have some questions about the CO/Grill method, can someone PLEASE answer?
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8
Views
259
Marigoldflower1984
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BleedMeAnOcean
Venting My words don't come from my head
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3
Views
182
BleedMeAnOcean
BleedMeAnOcean
Daisy88_99
Venting The Art of Being Already Dead. ):
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2
Views
326
Forever Sleep
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SadCryingBunny
Death in chair gas
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4
Views
245
babyneo1
B
H
Method My suicide plan for August 31
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0
Views
172
human123
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J
Method Carbon Monoxide + tents/cars/etc...Why? Help Me Understand
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24
Views
2K
Marigoldflower1984
M
S
Help Where can I find/buy Sodium Nitrite (SN)
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2
Views
179
sadee
S
nitritegirl
Morphine OD
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14
Views
623
purebliss
purebliss
princexhhn
Help buying SN in the philippines
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8
Views
622
OrbOrb
O
vietorvtuneli
Method The methods I'm contemplating...
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5
Views
290
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
pechaberry
My brother died.
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17
Views
477
Dot
Dot
paperbaghat
Venting I think I'm at the end of my rope.
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0
Views
113
paperbaghat
paperbaghat
starboy2k
Venting Nothing Is Divine About The Dangerous Society We Built
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4
Views
248
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
iblamethemfr
Venting OD is never guaranteed
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1
Views
94
8hsjyd
8hsjyd
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my life in music - was going to be from beyond the grave
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3
Views
104
Dot
Dot
Serena fuga
Does God exist?
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37
Views
2K
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
F
Help Ordering SN from non dark web sources
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0
Views
119
finasteride_end
F
divinemistress87
Post your fav ctb/depression memes
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497
Views
64K
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
ScornedStoic
Venting I had an SN connection & lost it, now I'm certain I want to ctb & don't know how to replace it
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11
Views
2K
kouna
kouna
S
Sourcing SN in the UK
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5
Views
468
Imausername
Imausername
chaoschuckler
Help Suggest Standalone movies where protagonist kills himself
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22
Views
733
Dot
Dot
Mrs. T-800
Isn’t a husband supposed to love you?
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6
Views
445
Forveleth
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Imausername
Hiding exit bag after CTB
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1
Views
139
Forveleth
F
X
do you think genuinely happy adults exist?
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17
Views
959
Pluto
Pluto
mold
Venting someone please save me
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11
Views
414
Chronic
Chronic
witchcraft
Not sure if anxiety or paranoia...
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2
Views
152
witchcraft
witchcraft
Proxycake
Venting So unloved
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1
Views
129
bipolar22
bipolar22
T
How not to not get caught mid-attempt?
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12
Views
455
wine is fine but
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Drowningindespair
I want to be abused I'm so fucking desperate
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1
Views
149
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
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