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Suicide Discussion

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absolutethistime
SN is impossible to get nowadays
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16
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1K
blisterinthesun
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  • Question
Discussion How terrifying is it to CTB?
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21
Views
477
Forveleth
F
bl33ding_heart
I wish I could never wake up
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5
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337
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
W
Methods 1&2 are hopeless. What is plan c
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3
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479
DeathSweetDeath
D
LastDayOnEarth
The main reason you are not succeeding at hanging
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3
Views
215
sickofeverything
S
lovelulu
Venting im being 'infantillized' by my friends.
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4
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280
notreallybored
N
S
Discussion Matrix death
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0
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120
sickofeverything
S
T
Venting My dad doesn’t know he gives me more courage to do it everyday.
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1
Views
201
romanbrown
romanbrown
matlap
Here we go. (CTB attempt with KCl)
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40
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2K
cluefixphantom
C
yellowdangerinesss
Help Using custom controller for ligature strangulation
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0
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134
yellowdangerinesss
yellowdangerinesss
deeprootdisease
Help how many pills would i need?
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3
Views
337
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
MeSauce
New Nembutal Source Discovered? - GDM
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5
Views
321
MeSauce
MeSauce
Jamesun
I think I'll hang myself
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1
Views
281
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
Ekim
Help CTB today but I don't know what knot I should use for partial hanging
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4
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217
sickofeverything
S
P
crazy all over the place shipping making me hate the awful War even more
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3
Views
143
Jadeith
J
iamsuffering02
Venting Constant Cycle of Pain
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2
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153
cluefixphantom
C
J
Venting Was this a welfare check or criminal investigation
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7
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792
cluefixphantom
C
T
I wish there was a suicide method that was 100% 50/50
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3
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213
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
E
I can't keep postponing. Came back from the woods alive,yet again
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8
Views
689
Exhausted546
E
Lou_Charthethird
Reminiscing about how simple the past was is all i have left.
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0
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108
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
C
Venting weird feelings
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1
Views
129
Front Back
F
M
Method đź’‰ Needle đź’‰ Needle đź’‰ Injections for idiots
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3
Views
256
myattempt
M
I
  • Locked
Anyone need a CTB mate in SoCal?
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5
Views
244
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
STARVINGXRABBIT
Venting I feel so sick, I want to die
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0
Views
90
STARVINGXRABBIT
STARVINGXRABBIT
T
What do I need to kill myself with a tank of helium?
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5
Views
322
DeathSweetDeath
D
Yeao
SN Israel
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0
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153
Yeao
Yeao
c4di
how do i get over my SI
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0
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150
c4di
c4di
I
Help I lost the woman i love. I am in Delhi. Resources to CTB here
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11
Views
472
iwantpeace01
I
Q
Are angles outside of the mouth viable for a shotgun?
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1
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122
Front Back
F
wakeup.neo
Venting im so tired of being alive
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4
Views
243
Wojaczek
Wojaczek
ladylazarus4
Chronic aspirin overdose (not necessarily to CTB)
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0
Views
105
ladylazarus4
ladylazarus4
riel439
Method How do I really properly compress my carotid arteries?
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3
Views
830
LastDayOnEarth
LastDayOnEarth
luisamanequim
I fail at everything
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5
Views
263
TorturedMike888
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EndItPlsGirl
Method One Week Left
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7
Views
479
geepeedee
geepeedee
Ilostmytoast
Venting My creativity is ruining my future
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3
Views
217
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
S
Discussion Anyone else have NPD or ASPD? What made you want to catch the bus, im worried ill chicken out due to my disorder
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7
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547
SackOfCrap445
S
flufflepuff
ctb in a few days but its my brothers birthday
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1
Views
193
auti
auti
xCharismatix
Help Concerns on ordering from DSL?
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11
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1K
desire2ctb
desire2ctb
parabellum_
I'm an absolute asshole
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0
Views
135
parabellum_
parabellum_
Hellis
Venting Got mad and told a coworker I’d kill myself
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18
Views
776
itsallogrenow
itsallogrenow
S
Help Yoga strap metal ring hanging
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0
Views
93
sickofeverything
S
nails
Venting bday / i can't exist in a world where no one cares
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3
Views
284
nails
nails
apooka
alternative SN providers -UK
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2
Views
497
Kayla
Kayla
L
  • Question
dsl tracking?
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1
Views
180
Kayla
Kayla
restingplace
Venting Impulsivity and suicide
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2
Views
292
LastNite
LastNite
Siamese Believe
I’m so glad I didn’t go with jumping as a method
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22
Views
3K
Defenestration
Defenestration
drinkthenectar
I don't want to die but I think I will have to kill myself soon.
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3
Views
428
drinkthenectar
drinkthenectar
Gomomon
Is this a safe place to purchase SN?
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5
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1K
volo
V
SadCryingBunny
What are your thoughts on my Nitrogen exit setup when sleeping?
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8
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2K
LostHighway
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Knockout
Are there different types of SN or they are for basically the same
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6
Views
280
geepeedee
geepeedee
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