Here we go. (CTB attempt with KCl)

[ilovenewyork]

You won't die from the dose you took but it could damage your body. Blind you if untreated. Tell them please

 

[geepeedee]

but i dont want to be treated. i want to die.

think it might be time to throw in the towel champ. they're not gonna let you die in the middle of the ER.

 

[matlap]

im just crying i dont thin kthey even took me seriously i just want to go home and die

 

[geepeedee]

are you ok? any updates?

 

[matlap]

Been locked in an isolation room for 12 hours now. nothing happened. i hate my stupid bpdcel life

 

[matlap]

are you ok? any updates?

Sorry I was locked in an isolation room without my phone because i was cutting in the bathroom

 

[matlap]

Im genuinely crashing out so hard. I just got let out of isolation and now they're telling me im gonna have to stay another night
I still cant get over the fact that I felt nothing

 

[geepeedee]

glad to hear you're ok.

 

[matlap]

its not looking good yall my parents and "wife" are trying to have me institutionalized

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

Friend...
*places hand on your shoulder*

"control the things you can control." ~Suncha

 

[cluefixphantom]

That's sad. They just do this violence to you, because they could built a whole abusive system to exploit humans who are in a crisis, are in pain, lonely, alone, abandoned and outcasted by an ordinary commercial nazi-society or seen as worthless. I was caged away in Germany and it was just another way of hate crime against disabled, poor people. I'm also female biol. so you always get the stigma "hysterical" = "borderline", "schizo" and so on. The very worst labels so they cam harm you further. I never become a good citizen like these bullies who inflicted such violence and trauma on me. These people are ill and the same people who bullied me in school as "ugly, r'tard" and are passiv aggressive. Social workers are also a scam and just the same bullies, I never received any real help.

I understood these people are psychopaths, Nazis who want to make money, doesn't matter if you are in Germany, UK or Amerika. It's the same system. You can also share your abuse in reddit r/antipsychiatry or r/therapyabuse or r/antipsychiatrywomen (if you are a woman).

I think your "family" is very abusive too. My mother is an alcoholic and she hunted me with these Psychos, because she dislikes me – because I wrote her antinatalist and eugenic stuff against her, she is a disabled poor woman and my father both are dumb alcoholaddicts who caused me only disadvantages in my life. Society obviously doesn't want humans like me and they exploit us. My mother doesn't want to care for me but I have disabilities, so there is nobody who cares.

I was also abused in psychiatry hospital because I asked her for help, to get healthcare and a better environment because I'm victim of discriminations and it's also her fault and my fathers, because they breed and pushed me into poverty, disabilities. I only get government aid (560 euro) in Germany now or nothing because they can cut you off and then you are homeless.

I also don't can access any healthcare and I'm again (because nobody helped me) victim of noise from neigbors every day. I can't sleep and my health goes down but I also can't go outside because of hate crime attackers. i'm just trapped in my room, nobody gaf. I often feel sad and angry that everyone can harm me and when I try to ask for help, for a better life or defend myself they pathologize and criminalize me, I'm the mentally ill person who tries to manipulate and they just call the Nazis on me to be raped in the psychiatric hospital and bullied there. These people are wrong and the offspring of the same evil hunters back in Hitler-Germany and european witch hunts. Their whole company is also very similar like Synthology and Jehova Witnessess.

That's why I recommend to victims don't stay silent, call this shit out, try to get compensation. It is a human rights violation. These people in this mental 'health' industry and whole medical industry are ill. Many of them are rapists who only see their paycheck and getting vulnerable people killed as heroic. That such psychiatric hospitals and therapists still exist, is a stark display of how degenerated alot of humanity is. Many of them come from middle-class parents btw, they already have money but they want more.