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bpdscared9

bpdscared9

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Apr 21, 2026
22
Hello folks. I'm relatively new to the forum (I've been wandering around for a while but I didn't had the enough 'balls' to create a full account) and I was wondering... have you ever tried to CTB with the alcohol poisoning method?

Although, the method has a very low chance of being successful, some years ago I accidentally went through one after a huge fight with my former 'situationship' after she told me that she wasn't ready to have a relationship nor introduce me to her parents after we were together for a couple months. The same day I only had in my stomach some mentos and somehow, very hard liquor in my country during the date (two bottles of 335ml approximately over 12% alcohol) to just spice things up, however, once I reached my cousin's house that same day, they started to offer me a lot of beer, tequila, vodka, and even some rum that it was in the fridge for over a year. My experience was very peaceful because my last memory it was me drinking some tequila and going straight to the bathroom to pee.

I remember I closed my eyes for a certain minutes, maybe around 2 minutes since I was feeling very, very sleepy. I didn't had any nausea or stomach issues, as far as I remember. But I passed out minutes later; my cousin and her husband, along with other my cousin found me all over the floor, they told me that I accidentally broke the hand washer of the bathroom, probably because I tried to grab onto something before passing out but later, I kept puking and puking in a huge plastic pot for at least half an hour before they took me to the hospital, apparently I was also having some seizures and I passed out two times in the ride to the hospital. Based on the doctor's judgement, I died for some seconds (less than 30 seconds) before they tried CPR on me two times after my heart stopped a bit and I wasn't responding at all. Based on my cousin's testimony, they took me to a separate room to do a successful 'stomach pump' to made me puke and eliminate the rest of alcohol in my organism. I was in the hospital during 12 hours with a proper IV, and they administer saline solution and potassium; one of the main causes I almost CTB based on what they said to me, it wasn't only the amount of dehydration I was going through but also the low potassium in my body, it was killing me along with the alcohol.

However, in my medical records, this is what they said and how they also marked my case as 'suspicious' because even if I wasn't actually trying to CTB, obviously no one truly believed me that night. I'll now my medical record on this accidental attempt.

So, how was your experience if you ever attempted with this method?
Also for the curious about the repercussions of my reckless actions and behaviors; During the CPR, I had a heart attack, they avoided another one with some medication and CPR but the second time wasn't successful, now I deal with some heart issues and I cannot run for long distances, not drink, not smoke and I have to eat healthy to reduce the chance of having another one and finally leaving this world. Every once in a while I have sharp pain in my chest and the lack of oxygen when I try to exercise is very bad. Apparently nothing happened to my liver in this case (but It doesn't mean that it's gonna be that way in every scenario possible), I drank over 3L of alcohol that night, mixing different hard liquors and a very reduced amount of water, I ate some steak and rice two hours before drinking the rest of it but it was still fatal to my health.

Overall in my case it was a very calm and peaceful method (since I was blacked out most of the time and I was very much unconscious), it's still not a good way to go, not to mention how messy it gets with the amount of vomit and how you can choke in your own pool of puke and the high chance of dying from dehydration instead of alcohol poisoning.
 

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maki

maki

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Apr 18, 2026
16
honestly might be my preferred method if i could stomach the taste of alcohol
 
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bpdscared9

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Apr 21, 2026
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honestly might be my preferred method if i could stomach the taste of alcohol
For me, I've been always a bad drinker, however I almost became addicted to it around three years ago but for me, I think the mentos really helped back in the day but overall, alcohol is awful.
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

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Apr 17, 2026
16
When strong alcohol such as vodka or other spirits is consumed orally in excessive amounts, the body tries to reject it by causing vommiting. So people who want to get highly drunk without vommiting may use introduction into the rectum, so it goes directly into the bloodstream, avoiding the stomach. It can be poured in via a funnel and tube, injected with a plastic syringe or apparently applied with insertion of a tampon soaked in spirit. The process is described as an enema, booty bumping, boofing or butt chugging.

I've tried it by rectally injecting vodka with a plastic syringe. It feels pleasantly warm for several seconds, which I assume is associated with the alcohol attacking the mucous membrane, which surely increases its permeability to all sorts of substances and viral infection. I immediately felt drunk already with one load injected, but the body naturally tries to physically reject the larger volumes of liquid with many repeated injections. Some people have died when they nevertheless managed to take in very large amounts of alcoholic beverages.

It is difficult to say from which amount of vodka is likely to cause fatality. But having got a significant amount of alcohol into the bloodstream by one of the mentioned methods, it is possible to increase the toxic effects of many drugs for which there are warnings to avoid taking in combination with alcohol, so they become lethal at lower levels and act faster, or non-lethal drugs become lethal. Those effects can surely be boosted when overdosing by combining oral and transdermal patch versions of certain medicines, and by taking in some alcohol orally in addition to rectally.

As I can't get hold of SN, Nembutal, GBH/GBL or 1.4 Butanediol as easy killers, I would want my CTB to be achieved by one or more of the following routes:

- Overdosing with my Ramipril blood pressure prescription pills (25-30 pills fatality without alcohol)
- Overdosing with OTC non-prescription painkillers Ibuprofen, Paracetamol, Aspirin (various lethal amounts)
- Oral and rectal vodka intake to boost effects of the above medicines
- Chewing 9-10 kernels extracted from cracked morello cherry stones (cyanide from Amygdalin)
- Chewing 20-30 kernels extracted from cracked apricot stones (cyanide from Amygdalin)
- Persuading a doctor I need a Hydroxychloroquine (Plaquenil) anti-malaria prescription: 50 tablets

I suppose liquid forms of some painkilling medicines could be effective if dissolved in vodka for rectal administration, as long as there's no adverse reaction.

Yes, I'm aware that effects some of the above mentioned OTC painkillers may take days or weeks to be effective, but maybe it's a question of the dose and whether it's in one go or spread out over hours?

For those who have access to or possess SN, I wonder whether rectal injection of a SN suspension in vodka can be used to CTB, overcoming the unpleasant taste, nausea and vommiting issues, as anti-emetics are apparently not always fully effective against vommiting. Does anyone have an answer on this, as maybe I can indeed get some SN after all from some discrete unofficial source?
 
sadbh

sadbh

Student
Apr 4, 2026
136
Sometimes I wish this were a method via IV/boofing. That way you can't throw up?
 

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