Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[SchizoGymnast]

Migraine on the way. Of course.

 

[oatmeal.n]

exhausted, tired, just foggy. its hard to think this past year, and its only ever gotten worse. i cant even think about my own feelings- too much effort and not enough energy.

hopefully i start feeling better, doesn't look too hopeful. i got a dosage increase for this month, still talking to my psychologist. i want this to be over with. i dont like how i think, if that makes any sense.

 

[istherehope]

I feel lost, heartbroken, a deep sadness turning into a void into my ribcage.

 

[Daniel_79]

Feel like life is a game...the most complicated game imaginable where nobody even explains the rules, and every time I think I'm making progress everything gets taken away from me because I didn't take the time to understand the rules properly (even if I looked for them I'd never find them). Playing is suffering but I'm forced to keep playing even though I didn't want to join the game in the first place. All I can do is look on in confusion and struggle to understand how so many people seemingly find playing the game so easy. Maybe they were given some special cheat code I never got. It makes you feel more broken. Every time I ask for help people treat me like I'm incompetent and incapable for not being able to play like everyone else. I throw my tantrums and try to rage quit. I peacefully plan and search for the hidden exit. Always seem to find myself back at the start.

 

[Dark Moon]

I'm just tired and depressed. I'm kind of sick of life to be honest.

 

[hatchedonyx]

realised I've been in a manic episode the last few days and the crash has finally come. all the guilt of everything is suddenly overwhelming, but just ripped a pokemon pack from the stack I bought whilst in said manic episode and got a god pack. a win is a win, even in a time of crippling depression, guilt, and overspending.