Today’s the day… Again

[yotaka]

Wishing you peace and rest

 

[Captive_Mind515]

I hope everything goes how you want and you get your peace.

I've only just realised that it was you who made this thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

A very useful and helpful addition to the forum. Thank you for your contributions and sorry you've suffered so much in this life.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I hope everything goes how you want and you get your peace.

I've only just realised that it was you who made this thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

A very useful and helpful addition to the forum. Thank you for your contributions and sorry you've suffered so much in this life.

Oh wow. Yes, copy that.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

I've been heartbroken for you for a long time. I don't know what to hope for. You have tried and done so much, both by free will and force. If things go south or simply don't work I hope you can update us. Thinking of you.

 

[absolute failure]

T

Today I have my routine IV infusion for my health issues. I've got a syringe of contaminated water ready that's been sitting for a couple of days in mostly ideal conditions to allow as many bacteria to grow as possible. Based on where I've sourced it, it will be millions, maybe even billions of bacteria. Straight to the vein. I will likely be gone, or at least unconscious, within 12 hours or less. I'm so ready to be gone. It won't be pleasant, but I plan on taking some of my prescriptions to try and help with the symptoms.

This is a method that frightens me . How come you just go through with that? :(

 

[darksouls]

T

This is a method that frightens me . How come you just go through with that? :(

I am a sepsis survivor, you have to be very deperate to go through with that

 

[absolute failure]

I am a sepsis survivor, you have to be very deperate to go through with that

Yeah. This seems like a very painful and unnecessary method.

 

[rabbitjack]

I've survived both SN and multiple attempts at hanging. I've also survived going over a dam in freezing temperatures as well as overdoses and years of potentially lethal self harm. This is not my first choice of a method. And at least in the US, N is not available to healthcare workers. And yes, I have both seen and experienced intractable pain. My health is declining rapidly. I am in pain every day. I am reliant on medications and surgically implanted medical devices to even sort of live, and there is no quality of life in it. I did not opt into this lightly. I am well aware of the risk I am taking, and hence my not sharing the source of bacteria as I would never want anyone else to try this. But the pain for the 6-48 hours following (though I would slip into unconsciousness well before death) are worth it to cease my daily mental and physical pain.

You survived SN? How much did you take? I thought it was a sure way to die.

 

[Arvayn]

Last online 51 minutes ago as of the time of posting... He's still kicking.