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There are some people who fucked my life so bad and they made sure they are untouchable. What I realised is if someone is a good asset to a company if he does a crime or harassment to a person it will be overlooked and matter is ignored with small discussion with HR. It doesn't matter how big the offence is, they will wipe the Evidence, lock the devices for maintenance, remove cctv logs to protect the company working and important people.

From childhood I thought world protects those who are ethical but realised that only needed people and irreplaceable people are protected. I trusted their HR department but they smiled infront of me and deleted the entire evidence by logging me out saying an update and now there is no evidence left to prove.

Now I left the company after humiliation and distrust realising that I can't do anything now. Now I don't want to do any work. When ever I want to die one thing stops me even if I die those bastards will not have a guilt nor any threat because they can say it's baseless accusation.

I lost all the feelings and now I am thinking to take revenge on my own hands before I die. His life should be miserable from now on.

One thing my brain realised is laws, justice and hope are there so people will rather choose them over revenge by our own hands. They would want us to feel hope with tiny amount to go against big companies with huge amount to fight and win them legally, bullshit, rules are made in such a way that we will never win. They can simply drag the case forever to exhaust, its a monopoly but for criminals to walk freely.

Now I want to take them revenge by any means necessary, I am going to die anyway so I don't care about anything.
In my country there are no guns btw. I don't like violence in person but he should feel the power or everyday that someone is fucking his life everyday and should live in fear.
Email bombing, making him look like pervert, revenge deepfake porn on him, making him look like gay, what else
 
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"You can't please everyone; control the things you can control, one step at a time." ~Suncha Ferriera (Victus Group)

For whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but those that do not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)

Therefore, your best revenge is to assume control over the only variable that matters, and leave the rest to God.
 
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There are some people who fucked my life so bad and they made sure they are untouchable. What I realised is if someone is a good asset to a company if he does a crime or harassment to a person it will be overlooked and matter is ignored with small discussion with HR. It doesn't matter how big the offence is, they will wipe the Evidence, lock the devices for maintenance, remove cctv logs to protect the company working and important people.

From childhood I thought world protects those who are ethical but realised that only needed people and irreplaceable people are protected. I trusted their HR department but they smiled infront of me and deleted the entire evidence by logging me out saying an update and now there is no evidence left to prove.

Now I left the company after humiliation and distrust realising that I can't do anything now. Now I don't want to do any work. When ever I want to die one thing stops me even if I die those bastards will not have a guilt nor any threat because they can say it's baseless accusation.

I lost all the feelings and now I am thinking to take revenge on my own hands before I die. His life should be miserable from now on.

One thing my brain realised is laws, justice and hope are there so people will rather choose them over revenge by our own hands. They would want us to feel hope with tiny amount to go against big companies with huge amount to fight and win them legally, bullshit, rules are made in such a way that we will never win. They can simply drag the case forever to exhaust, its a monopoly but for criminals to walk freely.

Now I want to take them revenge by any means necessary, I am going to die anyway so I don't care about anything.
In my country there are no guns btw. I don't like violence in person but he should feel the power or everyday that someone is fucking his life everyday and should live in fear.
Email bombing, making him look like pervert, revenge deepfake porn on him, making him look like gay, what else
Careful bro. This is how you get flagged. Can't be taking about revenge and guns on here. Just a fact
 
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"You can't please everyone; control the things you can control, one step at a time." ~Suncha Ferriera (Victus Group)

For whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but those that do not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)

Therefore, your best revenge is to assume control over the only variable that matters, and leave the rest to God.
If there is god then we would never be in this forum. Hoping some higher force will take care is like opium.
Forgiveness without power to take revenge or action is helplessness not mercy there is a difference. Hoping god will take care of it is in other terms just helplessness.
Careful bro. This is how you get flagged. Can't be taking about revenge and guns on here. Just a fact
I too have bipolar, yesterday with rage now calm, don't know when will I turn low.
These days oscillation is changing randomly
Shit what the fuck have I written?
I can't control my rage and venting during manic episode. ;-;
 
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If there is god then we would never be in this forum. Hoping some higher force will take care is like opium.
And suppose that it was written that it was God who subjected all creation to futility. (Romans 8:20-23)

What's it to you that he exists, given that without faith it is impossible to please Him; that all who come to God must believe that He is, and that He's a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him? (Hebrews 11:6)

If you are without faith, and have no desire to seek God, or to have anything to do with Him, His followers, or Christianity itself, then you shouldn't concern yourself with whether or not the biblical claims are true, and that God exists; so long as you believe not on the Son, you're going to be separated from Him and His followers regardless.
For God so loved the world He gave His only begotten Son, Christ Jesus of Nazareth; He died on the cross, His blood was shed for the remission of sins, and then He rose on the third day, that whosoever believes on Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved.

"He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. And this is the condemnation, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his deeds should be exposed. But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done in God." (John 3:16-21)
But... if it is your desire to be with Him, then by all means believe on the Son.

Whatever the case, suicide is not a sin which leads to separation, but rather... it's unbelief.
 
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And suppose that it was written that it was God who subjected all creation to futility. (Romans 8:20-23)

What's it to you that he exists, given that without faith it is impossible to please Him; that all who come to God must believe that He is, and that He's a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him? (Hebrews 11:6)

If you are without faith, and have no desire to seek God, or to have anything to do with Him, His followers, or Christianity itself, then you shouldn't concern yourself with whether or not the biblical claims are true, and that God exists; so long as you believe not on the Son, you're going to be separated from Him and His followers regardless.

But... if it is your desire to be with Him, then by all means believe on the Son.

Whatever the case, suicide is not a sin which leads to separation, but rather... it's unbelief.
If everyone is gods creation then suicide, revenge, forgiveness, love is also done by his creation. So what's the point in morals and bullshit and live the way we want. Just a piece of book preached as higher force for centuries doesn't mean it's correct and true. Religion is there to control people and make people obey certain norms and punish those who don't follow them.
 
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Aug 31, 2022
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Too drunk to be coherent but please stop this churches nonsense talk. That was an old system to keep peopel in line. We know life has no meaning. No sense or rhyme to it. Just nonsense or suffering
 
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Too drunk to be coherent but please stop this churches nonsense talk. That was an old system to keep peopel in line. We know life has no meaning. No sense or rhyme to it. Just nonsense or suffering
I can't control my thoughts and texting, am in manic episode I guess. If it hurts u sorry
 
SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
149
If everyone is gods creation then suicide, revenge, forgiveness, love is also done by his creation. So what's the point in morals and bullshit and live the way we want. Just a piece of book preached as higher force for centuries doesn't mean it's correct and true. Religion is there to control people and make people obey certain norms and punish those who don't follow them.
Then I suppose it's all the more reason for you to believe not on the Son, that you may be separated from Him and His followers.
in flaming fire, inflicting vengeance on those who do not know God and on those who do not obey the gospel of our Lord Jesus. They will suffer the punishment of eternal destruction, away from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his might (2 Thessalonians 1:8-9)
Focus on controlling what you are able; why risk compromising your exit only for a few seconds of attention from those who hate you?
 
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Then I suppose it's all the more reason for you to believe not on the Son, that you may be separated from Him.

Focus on controlling what you are able; why risk compromising your exit only for a few seconds of attention from those who hate you?
Religious people are so happy and wants everyone to become like them because for them living in lies and comfortable life, God takes of everything is far better than knowing what is truth, power imbalance, truth.

What happened to the people in Epstein files absolute nothing, victims cry and die and it doesn't matter at the end they can't touch, no matter how much people protest or spam the social media it's nothing, outcomes won't change. Power works for power not for people.

God is a god coping mechanism if you feel powerless just think god will take care of it.
I don't argue with people who take god opium from now on.
 
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Religious people are so happy and wants everyone to become like them because for them living in lies and comfortable life, God takes of everything is far better than knowing what is truth, power imbalance, truth.

What happened to the people in Epstein files absolute nothing, victims cry and die and it doesn't matter at the end they can't touch, no matter how much people protest or spam the social media it's nothing, outcomes won't change. Power works for power not for people.

God is a god coping mechanism if you feel powerless just think god will take care of it.
I don't argue with people who take god opium from now on.
All the more reason to believe not on the Son, that you may be separated from Him and His followers.
The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders, and with all wicked deception for those who are perishing, because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. Therefore God sends them a strong delusion, so that they may believe what is false, in order that all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness. (2 Thessalonians 2:9-12)
And if you truly think it's wise, then by all means pursue your revenge.
 

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