Plan to CTB - will it work?

[sweetpea101]

Hello! I am a 26 year old F trafficking survivor. my entire existence has been misery and my partner left because i 'care too mitch' and make it harder for them to have mental health episodes (okay???) I'm finally deciding to be selfish and CTB!

My plan:
Suicide by freezing- I know it sounds crazy. But i've heard of people doing it before. They drink alcohol which falsely convinces the body is warm and then they go outside and sit somewhere and eventually they get so drunk they fall asleep and then voila!

it's my deepest wish to be free from this pain. Will it work? I plan to drink copious amounts of alcohol and then sit in my car in some abandoned parking lot with it off when it gets to super cold temperatures. My preference is a slightly less painful death that if for some reason I do survive the attempt doesn't make me a cripple or ugly.

If you have any better suggestions or ones I can do during the summer please let me know! i'd Ctb tonight if i could :( i'm ready to be free!

 

[Tomorrow Is Today]

There was a thread someone posted, talking about the english translation of this book on suicide a few hours ago. Check out Chapter 10 in particular, about freezing.

The Complete Manual of Suicide (pub. 1993)

CAUTION: My intention in sharing this information is not to glorify or persuade anyone to consider CTB. I support the right to access information related to the choice of ending one's life, as an individual sees fit. This thread aims to facilitate a frank discussion about the book and its...

sanctionedsuicide.site

I think it would be worth researching how low temperatures exactly you need to be looking for, though.

 

[sweetpea101]

Thank you so much for this, you are already ten times more helpful then any therapist i've ever spoken too.

 

[neikos496]

Im really sorry you've gone through so much friend, it really isn't fair. I'd read more about the potential effects of alcohol in your body temperature which might hinder the effect you're trying to achieve (it might slow it down or sabotage it). Consider taking sleeping pills instead (a high dose that you make sure you won't wake up at all). That won't get mixed with your body temperature and you might die without even noticing. I'm talking near-coma type of dose (some amounts can get you in a "short" coma of 3 days, I've experienced this). What you want is for your central nervous system to be so asleep it completely forgets about the rest of your body (that way the freeze won't alert you).

Sweet dreams! May the pain vanish for you forever

 

[sweetpea101]

Im really sorry you've gone through so much friend, it really isn't fair. I'd read more about the potential effects of alcohol in your body temperature which might hinder the effect you're trying to achieve (it might slow it down or sabotage it). Consider taking sleeping pills instead (a high dose that you make sure you won't wake up at all). That won't get mixed with your body temperature and you might die without even noticing. I'm talking near-coma type of dose (some amounts can get you in a "short" coma of 3 days, I've experienced this). What you want is for your central nervous system to be so asleep it completely forgets about the rest of your body (that way the freeze won't alert you).

Sweet dreams! May the pain vanish for you forever

Yes i thought of that! but sleeping pills make me act really strange so I fear I would actually leave the car I plan to sit in instead of just sitting and dying lol.

Alcohol makes me sleepy so i'm hoping to do it over vacation from my work, sleep through and no one finds me till it's too late.

Thank you!