Method Plans - think it'll work?

[littlebiird]

I've finally given up. No, not given up - just given in. I'm tired of this endless cycle.

I understand overdose is often not recommended, so feel free to try and talk me out, however I do think this would be enough.

option 1:
-Grapefruit juice as a little snack (essentially makes the opioids hit harder)
-100mg hydrocodone
-1g(+) tramadol
-80mg tizanidine
-anti nausea meds (to curb the vomiting, obvs <3 )
-down it with some alcohol
-and smoke a lil
(Pills crushed for max absorption)

this is my easiest and fastest option, as I have everything on hand right now, except for that grapefruit juice, but that's easily solved tbh

option 2:
I went through the little riddle and can get myself some SN delivered.

option 3:
-one of the above plus
-a lovely short dive from an 8 story building (already picked out)
-and/or the use of scalpels to the wrists (I have a SH history, already have unused scalpels)

I feel like an opioid overdose (x2) combined with the muscle relaxant overdose + alcohol and weed should be more than enough, especially since I'm a whole 87lbs and have no tolerance for anything but weed, but let me know what you think.

Also: where would a good place be to do this? I do not want my family finding my body. I would probably schedule a message to send a couple hours after with my location and to send the police, since it's not like I can call the police once I CTB lol.

 

[adamantc]

I've finally given up. No, not given up - just given in. I'm tired of this endless cycle.

I understand overdose is often not recommended, so feel free to try and talk me out, however I do think this would be enough.

option 1:
-Grapefruit juice as a little snack (essentially makes the opioids hit harder)
-100mg hydrocodone
-1g(+) tramadol
-80mg tizanidine
-anti nausea meds (to curb the vomiting, obvs <3 )
-down it with some alcohol
-and smoke a lil
(Pills crushed for max absorption)

this is my easiest and fastest option, as I have everything on hand right now, except for that grapefruit juice, but that's easily solved tbh

option 2:
I went through the little riddle and can get myself some SN delivered.

option 3:
-one of the above plus
-a lovely short dive from an 8 story building (already picked out)
-and/or the use of scalpels to the wrists (I have a SH history, already have unused scalpels)

I feel like an opioid overdose (x2) combined with the muscle relaxant overdose + alcohol and weed should be more than enough, especially since I'm a whole 87lbs and have no tolerance for anything but weed, but let me know what you think.

Also: where would a good place be to do this? I do not want my family finding my body. I would probably schedule a message to send a couple hours after with my location and to send the police, since it's not like I can call the police once I CTB lol.

Usually with opioid overdose, a weak opioid like the ones you mentioned above has low chance of success. If you want to increase it, you'll need a stronger opioid, or you can take it with alcohol or a z-drug.

I'd avoid cutting your wrists, as that almost certainly won't kill you (It takes a lot of strength and precision to cut deep, even with a scalpel). You'll be hospitalised and maybe disabled.

Some people like to book a hotel room. If you live with others, it's best not to ctb at home, to avoid traumatising the others.

 

[gardenhouse]

I've finally given up. No, not given up - just given in. I'm tired of this endless cycle.

I understand overdose is often not recommended, so feel free to try and talk me out, however I do think this would be enough.

option 1:
-Grapefruit juice as a little snack (essentially makes the opioids hit harder)
-100mg hydrocodone
-1g(+) tramadol
-80mg tizanidine
-anti nausea meds (to curb the vomiting, obvs <3 )
-down it with some alcohol
-and smoke a lil
(Pills crushed for max absorption)

this is my easiest and fastest option, as I have everything on hand right now, except for that grapefruit juice, but that's easily solved tbh

option 2:
I went through the little riddle and can get myself some SN delivered.

option 3:
-one of the above plus
-a lovely short dive from an 8 story building (already picked out)
-and/or the use of scalpels to the wrists (I have a SH history, already have unused scalpels)

I feel like an opioid overdose (x2) combined with the muscle relaxant overdose + alcohol and weed should be more than enough, especially since I'm a whole 87lbs and have no tolerance for anything but weed, but let me know what you think.

Also: where would a good place be to do this? I do not want my family finding my body. I would probably schedule a message to send a couple hours after with my location and to send the police, since it's not like I can call the police once I CTB lol.

I think a lot of folks strongly follow what's written on PPH book here, while there's nothing wrong with it but there are many other ways to cbt not written there.

I think what you're lack of is benzo, and sleeping pills, have a look at this list of real life scenarios

https://www.drugs.com/celebrity_deaths.html

A lot of them died from the combination of opioid + benzo + sleeping pills or painkillers

I think If you have a strong opioid like fentanyl, it will check you out definitely and it will be more potent if combined with benzo.

Chyna the professional wrestler died from overdose of oxycodone, oxymorphone, temazepam and diazepam

Heath ledger died from oxycodone, hydrocodone, xanax, diazepam, temazepam and doxylamine

Edward Fatu - hydrocodone, carisoprodol, and diazepam

Art Bell - oxycodone, hydrocodone, diazepam and carisoprodol


And there are many others if you search

Just some thoughts, i also will use this method.