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ladyofsorrows

ladyofsorrows

from my rotting body, flowers shall grow
May 30, 2023
179
would this be a viable method? i don't have access to benzos nor opiates.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
198
While combining hydroxyzine and alcohol isn't recommended and might have some bad effects, it's probably not a good way to ctb.
 
ladyofsorrows

ladyofsorrows

from my rotting body, flowers shall grow
May 30, 2023
179
While combining hydroxyzine and alcohol isn't recommended and might have some bad effects, it's probably not a good way to ctb.
i'm not planning on ctb'ing by just drinking and taking atarax. it's just a way for me to lower my stubborn survival instinct so i can either hang myself or drown. i'm asking if it'll make me pass out.

sorry. worded the post weird.
 
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