Hello

I am 20 y/o male from East Coast USA
I still want to live (i think) but I'm off an on. Reading on this website fills me with heavy sadness, but like also a sense of together-ness that I love.
I'm currently in college, studying Psychology and Sociology. I'm not really that invested in academics, I just got a free military scholorship from my dead father. I usually play alot of games, but I'm decently interested in photography and video games. Recent obsessions, in the realm of video games, have been Baldur's Gate 3 (lovely TTRPG brought to life in 3D by Larian studios), Dispatch (Choice based game centered around superhero's in the eyes of someone working at the agency), and Cyberpunk 2077 (FPS story game centered in the heart of Night City, a world in the cyberpunk asethetic). I'm not very good at describing myself, as I have really bad self-imagry, but this post is like the best i've done in like a decade....
My reason for posting is that I just wanna develop a more personal relationship with people I feel uniquely connected to. I want to learn your stories, what brought you here, and how you are traveling. I also could use non-paywalled human connection that will not get me sent to a ward <3