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ryguymi

This is water…this is water
Mar 25, 2026
4
I think eventually I'll be able to message here
 
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Zizouaax

Member
Apr 22, 2026
26
20m i search friends
 
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pechaberry

pechaberry

Member
Apr 29, 2026
71
31F. I really like reading and video games. I play guild wars 2, Pokémon, and overwatch mostly. Sometimes I pick up random farming games too. I like to read comics (girly ones mainly manwha) and I like to commiserate about how much I want the fake romantic love female writers make while watching dramas haha. I like to make art but lately I've been too depressed to even think about it. It'd be nice to just have a friend. Not interested in romance please don't message me for that. I also might be an alcoholic I don't know. If you want to have a drink and play games or something let me know. Or if you wanna talk about dramas/books. Sorry I'm rambling.
 
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blueqnq

Member
May 31, 2025
39
Hi I am looking friend and I am 27 years old guy living in cool place of texas you know.

I were thinking try one final journey for to fix sadness and depression by you know going for trip to Mexico for ibogaine for I read ibogaine has healed people you know. You can also try ibogaine therapy.

If ibogaine no work I am going to use plan to drink for sodium nitrite for suicide you know.

If you interested for traveling together as friends, please reply.
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
88
F20 from the US. Very shy, so I'm nervous about reaching out to people directly. Pretty into Star Trek, though I don't have much time to watch it these days. Studying to be a nurse (assuming I love that long hahaha). I can get pretty strong mood swings, going from feeling on top of the world to wanting to kill myself in the most violent way possible. I'm not comfortable doing any vc, just cool with chatting from time to time.
 
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SomeoneHelpMe

HamsterLover
Jun 22, 2025
23
Hello everybody!
Looking for Friends, I am Female, 22 from Germany.
I Love Hamsters, and like playing all kinds of Games. I got a few consoles.
Decided to CTB soon, and wanna Talk a Bit before. I was First diagnosed with Depression at age 10/11. Suffer from multiple different mental illnesses and personalitiy disorders.
I Like Anime, Art and Music.
I also SH.
 
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eladeselasol99

eladeselasol99

trapped
Mar 3, 2026
21
M30 majestic at tiktok doomscrolling, great knowledge of memes. Still playing roblox because my nieces force me to. Specifically into suicide humor to cope. Yes i know im an unc but hit me up about anything please i beg you😭🙏🏻
 
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catbunny

catbunny

Member
Jun 19, 2024
53
I'm Cat, just looking for someone to talk or listen i guess.

I like video games (mostly pjsk and 3DS), music (k-pop + indie/pop punk), and I draw sometimes. I'm into manga/anime/vocaloid/etc.. idk. I'm a bit shy at first but I warm up (i guess). I can be childish sometimes.

I hard to deal with this alone so I'm hoping to find someone to talk with regularly. Idk.

Feel free to dm me if you're interested. Or if comfortable I'm available on discord too (I guess).

Thank you so much.
 
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Imausername

Imausername

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
80
Hi. Could I make a UK friend from here please. I'm 26f uk decided to CTB dependent on how my issue develops. Planning on exit bag. Hobbies and stuff.. Honestly I've been so Down I mostly scroll tiktok only that's all now. Sorry I'm a little boring and don't know what to post.
 
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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

Member
May 14, 2024
38
18f US looking for friends, currently in college. i have bp2. i like reading and games planning to ctb via full suspension. i don't edate btw
 
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ChemicallyCalm

ChemicallyCalm

I Still Don't Know Where Everything Went
Nov 24, 2018
64
Hellooo, 28F she/they pronouns, UK. planning to ctb eventually but would love some friends in the meantime cos life is stressful and hard to deal with alone so i'd love a friend i can talk to regularly, maybe even a group to hang out with?
i like video games and would happily try and play stuff with people, i play a lot of FFXIV (NA datacenter, I'm omni-100 up to date with the story) but yeah i'll play anything. (pc & xbox)
I love music, especially The Garden, Puzzle, Enjoy and Radiohead so we could sit in a spotify jam or something and I have discord if anyones comfy which i would check more than here, we can vc and screenshare to watch stuff whatever really or tiktok where we could send each other silly stuff, i'm most active on discord.
i'm super anxious so you'd have to initiate but i should warm up after a lil while.

open to friends of any gender over 21, just don't hit on me for romance i'm not emotionally available in that way and just don't wanna deal with that for several reasons.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

🫠
Oct 12, 2024
1,197
23MTF europe
Vegan, asexual, anti-cruelty, RADFeminist.
If you want to maybe chat. I chat a lot. :D
A bit insane though.
 
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Mirelight

Mirelight

Just going through life's motions
May 21, 2024
269
21M US
Undergrad student CS major, I usually try to study whenever I can but work and just life in general gets in the way a lot.
Used to not like my major much but been able to appreciate it more and more, tho it's gloom and doom for me financially and health wise so it has only helped slightly.
I'm not looking to actively ctb, I recently tried opening up a bit with my parents and the crash out was pretty heavy... so I'm not looking to die before them at least, the guilt there is too much, tho I don't know if it's just another excuse due to SI. It's a recent event so I still need to process it a bit.
I'm usually present on discord, am opening to chatting there if you would like to :)
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

Wreck & Rule
Aug 5, 2024
345
21, agender (masculine-leaning), from the US. I write and play a lot of video games, mainly aim trainers. I do also like meteorology a lot, but I'd be happy to listen to anyone talk my ear out about any kind of science.

I fandom hop frequently, especially if I find friends who can get me into an interest. My main interests right now are Transformers and Red vs Blue, but I also like Warhammer 40k, Invincible, ATLA, and Sonic. I'm willing to get into literally anything if we vibe though.

I have schizoaffective disorder, C-PTSD, and OCD. My only hard boundary is that you at least have one of these disorders, or a sister disorder of some kind; it makes boundaries much easier for me to draw.
 
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catwalk

catwalk

Member
Nov 12, 2018
77
20m from Lithuania, looking to just chat about life and feelings or whatever else. Longtime suicidal. down to listen, or for you to listen to me. Just shoot the shit. Im into mechanical things: cars, drones, bikes, guns, cad. Also autistic and down to listen to you go off about whatever you like:)
 
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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
65
19m I prefer not to say where I'm from
not much of interests or hobbies sorry... I can be boring sometimes or very talkative it really depends
it will be nice if I meet someone who I can talk about suicide with and other stuff like that without being judged or hated. Discussing this stuff with normies is tiring everyone hates you for it, please don't add me if you don't wanna stick and be friends with me long term I don't like being abandoned
 
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princess kitty

princess kitty

quirked up cyber princess
Apr 15, 2026
9
Hellooo, my name is Evelyn, I'm 22f, I'm in the Cincinnati area, EST time zone.

I play a wide variety of games, and never mind trying new ones with people. I'm an extrovert, and I love to talk whether it's through text or voice calls. I do my best to keep a positive vibe when hanging out. I have the comorbid trio of BPD, Bi-Polar 2, and CPTSD, I don't have many triggers, so I don't mind talking about anything.

Anyone is welcome to reach out, my discord is tremulation
:heart:
 
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suicidallysane

suicidallysane

bpdpilled
Mar 29, 2026
11
hello !! my name is zey, I'm 20 years old and am a little new here. from the east coast.
if anyone would like to be friends or talk often my dms are open!! i consider myself a social person and love talking to people about anything like shows, music, games, life, etc. i love art, cats, binging shows, smoking weed, and just hanging out with people. i also love thrifting, fashion, psychology, n overall all types of media
I'm taking a break from college and am looking for people who are patient and understanding, i have bpd and depression and do get attached pretty quickly so i would want a long term friend. I'm in therapy and don't plan on ctb (at least at this moment) but i do openly talk about suicide/sh as i deal with those thoughts frequently.
my only request is that u aren't dry and also understand mental illness deeply !! let's talk like we r friends already :D I'm a pretty open person and love joking around
 
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azsxls

azsxls

Member
May 3, 2026
15
Hello, 18m
Discord - azsxls
Games - league of legends/minecraft
Happy to talk/play games most of the time
Do not interact if you looking for someone nice/empathetic
(version #2)
 
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accelgore

accelgore

fool on cool
May 6, 2026
1
hello all,
19m from the PNW. PST timezone
love all sorts of art, from painting to film, to literature, to games.
i'm not the greatest texter in the world but i'll try to get on any dms i can, i really do love to listen.
love games and anime too.
i'm an acting student and have been in films and plays my whole life, i also love to ski.
had depression since i was a wee little lad so very familiar with all this kind of stuff. potential NPD but professionals want to wait a few more years before really exploring that.

also love pokemon
dms open!
 
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Lambybahhhhhh

Lambybahhhhhh

One day, I am gonna grow wings
Jan 8, 2025
53
19m I prefer not to say where I'm from
not much of interests or hobbies sorry... I can be boring sometimes or very talkative it really depends
it will be nice if I meet someone who I can talk about suicide with and other stuff like that without being judged or hated. Discussing this stuff with normies is tiring everyone hates you for it, please don't add me if you don't wanna stick and be friends with me long term I don't like being abandoned
Hey wanna be friends?
 
ScaredPossum

ScaredPossum

Member
May 6, 2026
19
Hi hi, I'm 22F and from the US. Currently an art major, so I'm constantly stressing myself out with drawing/painting lol
I've been really into Gunsmith Cats and Rimworld lately; I'm chronically on r/pigeon lol

I have a very short social battery, and I'm just a socially-anxious, traumatized mess in general. Who knows how much longer I'll last, but feel free to dm me :')
 
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Eternal Eyes

Eternal Eyes

Student
Dec 3, 2023
136
Hi hi, I'm 22F and from the US. Currently an art major, so I'm constantly stressing myself out with drawing/painting lol
I've been really into Gunsmith Cats and Rimworld lately; I'm chronically on r/pigeon lol

I have a very short social battery, and I'm just a socially-anxious, traumatized mess in general. Who knows how much longer I'll last, but feel free to dm me :')

Nice Retsuko avatar, that was the last anime I watched before my life went to shit, very relatable lol
 
Eternal Eyes

Eternal Eyes

Student
Dec 3, 2023
136
Thought I'd repost (and for the people who I forgot to reply to you can reply again lol, I'm sorry if I missed anyone's messages)

27m, UK. I like video games, the main one's I've played this year are Skyrim and Stardew Vally. . Also like football/soccer, and pro wrestling. I love nature and the outdoors, especially birds and cats. I love walking in forests and woodlands just far away from civilization. I like anime, the last one I saw was Aggretsuko and before that, Revolutionary Girl Utena which was awesome! I have Aspergers and my clinician theorizes ADHD and can find it hard communicating but am also lonely (nice paradox lol). I love geography and history and always love learning about other countries and places. I probably have a lot of interests I've not mentioned thus far (I guess I'm jack of all trades master of none) Thanks for reading :) oh and I'm INFP type four enneagram if that means anything
 
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ScaredPossum

ScaredPossum

Member
May 6, 2026
19
I like video games, the main one's I've played this year are Skyrim and Stardew Vally. . Also like football/soccer, and pro wrestling. I love nature and the outdoors, especially birds and cats. I love walking in forests and woodlands just far away from civilization. I like anime, the last one I saw was Aggretsuko and before that, Revolutionary Girl Utena which was awesome!
Ohh I freaking love Stardew Valley-
I've never watched Utena, but you're the second person who's mentioned it, so now I think it's a sign lol
 

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