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alwayspissedoff

alwayspissedoff

but there's a heavy cloud inside my head...
Aug 10, 2025
24
hi, I've never done one of these so let's see how it goes.

I'm a 19M from Mexico. I have high functioning/level 1 autism, and well, I am here to vent and read what other people have to say.
Regarding my interests, I'm honestly kinda bad at showing them lol, but I like mostly metal music (mainly death, and alt), some rock I guess and videogame OST, and one or two songs of other genre that catches my attention.
I used to love fps games like CS and rhythm games like osu! or Geometry Dash (I beat bloodbath), but I left them in recent years for simpler games like Balatro or Tetris (I really love these 2) and games for retro consoles, I'm trying to get into the games I used to play, though.
I also love anything regarding tech and computers for as long as I can remember, specially retro things. I'm interested in low to mid level programming, and have made some homebrew for old consoles. And I have also recently fallen into the Linux rabbithole lol.

if anyone is also interested in the things I shared here, please don't hesitate to DM. I really need people who I can just speak about these things to. I have very few female friends too, so if anyone likes some of what I wrote here, reach out.
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,970
so-lonely-family-why-dont-try-being-more-social
 
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scots

Member
Nov 24, 2025
12
I'm 18 and a male from California. I've been homeschooled for years and I don't have any friends. I like music more than most people and my Discogs is 'YoureSoBoring' if you wish to check out some of the things I like (although, I would warn that I do like goregrind and there are numerous graphic album covers in my 'wantlist'). I like politics but have yet to read real theory or anything of the sorts (I have only read a couple books like The Holocaust Industry by Norman Finkelstein and such, so pretty basic stuff). I play bass guitar and electric guitar and love funk, metal, jazz, punk, ambient, noise, harsh noise, etc. I am also planning on applying to college (so I guess I'll see in March whether life is worth living or not as that's when college decisions come out), so feel free to talk about academic stuff as well (I plan to major in biochemistry). I am also interested in and want to learn other languages: Arabic, Chinese, Persian, Russian, French, Portuguese, Italian, etc. (I can only understand some Spanish and a little Arabic). Direct messages are open.
 
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679chocolates

hopeless romantic
Oct 1, 2024
30
helloo i'm 21m i'm currently in college for finance, i am currently a hikkikomori, but i want to get over my social anxiety one day, i love learning about new things and video games. i love music, as well as vkei and goth fashion. im looking forward to making friends :)
 
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astroproto

astroproto

and soon enough, i wont feel real
Nov 17, 2025
45
23 male here from SEA. I'm pretty boring and bad at conversations and I might take too long to reply. I'm also pretty dumb and ineloquent so I'm prob not your guy if you want to talk on a deeper level with stuff like politics or analyzing media. Don't really have any hobbies. I'm very slightly into entomology and mycology, mostly surface level.

Currently in college studying CS but probably about to flunk a second time because I'm lazy and have god awful attention span. Literally can't retain anything programming rn. I want to get better but it's all breaking my brain. I'm pretty chill, try to be funny when I can.

I like watching movies, mostly drama or comedy drama. Love Hirokazu Koreeda's stuff. My Letterboxd which I rarely update: https://letterboxd.com/Dysfunction_Al/. Hit me up with some melancholic European stuff like Compartment No 9 or TV Shows like Maniac. Rarely watch anime now but I love Sonny Boy.

Music, mostly midwest or just emo (not screamo, favorites are Sorority Noise and CSH) but really anything catchy to my ears regardless of genre. A while ago, mostly math rock (toe, a picture of her, Covet, TTNG). Prefer mostly chill stuff rn. My last.fm: https://www.last.fm/user/Dysfunction_Al. Also anything Yorushika.

I like video games. Love me some online co-op especially ones that need communication (We Were Here) though I haven't been able to VC recently. Or just like DRG, Ravenswatch. Also puzzle games like Escape Simulator. I haven't been able to finish much single-player games though Silksong kind of broke that recently. Hyper Light Drifter's probably my favorite game for the combat/exploration until Silksong. Night in the Woods for most relatable. I also liked Disco Elysium and been hoping to play more games that read like a novel since I can't read actual ones with my attention span.

Musicals. Most played currently is Octet. Love Amelie (West End), Great Comet, Hadestown, Company.

If it matters to you, I'm agnostic, don't really like labels but I guess I'm bisexual and mostly gay-leaning. Hoping for something honest and open, don't really like masking with politeness.
 
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NutOrat

NutOrat

Falling Down
Jun 11, 2025
230
23M, horrible person, no life, likely have NPD, only think about myself, constantly seeking attention and whining. Want to find someone who can validate me 24/7, talk only about me all the time, tell me how good I am over and over, and is ok being completely ignored and not cared for by me. If you want the worst, most toxic friend imaginable hit me up.
 
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FreshCrabs

Member
Oct 28, 2025
24
hi. i am 19 years old from texas who likes programming. if you want to talk you can start a dm with me but my account is not able to start a conversation with anyone.
 
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mjolnir

mjolnir

Member
Nov 15, 2025
87
Hello, I prefer not to give my name. I'm a 30-year-old man from Brazil. I've always enjoyed hiking, being in contact with nature, playing sports, and cooking. I still do some of these activities, although not with the same enthusiasm and energy as before. I have suicidal thoughts related to my depression; we can talk about that, but I also enjoy other topics. I study human behavior extensively and I like music.
 
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SerialProcrastinatr

SerialProcrastinatr

New Member
Jun 15, 2023
4
mid-30s M from western EU here

I am physically disabled (extremely reliant on other people) and have been suffering from MDD for almost 20 years now. My life is a joke, and every time I get some hope of things improving it always turns out to be a dud.

I'm also a huge pussy tho and with the only real reliable way for me to ctb being to drown myself I've always put it off.

I wouldn't mind friends, but ideally you would be pushing/convincing/blackmailing me to actually follow through with it. Maybe even help with the physical aspect? I am able and willing to travel for this.

Prefer talking on discord or telegram, but will go wherever. F preferred but everyone welcome
 
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piger

piger

Every waking moment I spiral further into insanity
Dec 11, 2021
77
23m almost 24 from California,

I studied psychology and now am just a largely dysfunctional, neet. I've struggled to seek some sort of recovery for years and have prolonged everything. I get hyperattached to people and my heart is too fragile to handle it. I love talking about anime, music (I fuck hard with Takanaka), alcohol, politics with jester privilege, conspiracies, and shitposting. I don't play as many games as I used to but have the basics and would like to play minecraft or other friendslop games again.

Please let me learn about your stories and hyperinterests. If you want to seek some sort of recovery I can guarantee I can hold you accountable, but will not say the same for myself.

I'd really like to talk to people from my state but I like knowing people from all over and having bragging rights over it.

I'm more reachable on discord but will likely check this website once or twice a day.
 
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catzy

catzy

Member
Aug 31, 2025
52
Make A Friend Megathread

NOTE: Read this thread fully before posting!

It can be hard to find someone who understands, and can relate to suicidal and depressive thoughts.
This thread is to facilitate the possibility of meeting a friend who can understand that, or just to find someone who is on your wavelength.
There is no mandatory format for your post, just give a bit of info of what you are looking for e.g interests etc.


Rules:
By posting in this thread you take full responsibility of your acts. Read the warnings below.
If you want to reply to someone PM them, don't post here.
Don't PM people who did not post here.
Only one (1) post per person, per day. Don't spam.
Do not post personal contact information like email, phone number, kik, discord or similar here.
SaSu is not a dating site; anyone found to be crossing boundaries and/or or forcing/manipulating romantic relationships will be warned and banned
Always respect a no.
If you try to take advantage of anyone on this site, you will be immediately banned and reported to the authorities.


Understand that:
There are many risks involved in trusting a stranger, including but not limited to being lied to, being used for personal gain, being given random or harmful information, differences between you two, blackmail, pranks, and many more. Be sure you truly understand the risks, even for something as simple as getting help from someone or helping someone. We only provide a place to get in touch with others who think like you, you take full responsibility for what happens next.

Please feel free to contact mods with any concerns of problematic behaviour; any issues can be dealt with confidentially and diHey u can pm me 24

Make A Friend Megathread

NOTE: Read this thread fully before posting!

It can be hard to find someone who understands, and can relate to suicidal and depressive thoughts.
This thread is to facilitate the possibility of meeting a friend who can understand that, or just to find someone who is on your wavelength.
There is no mandatory format for your post, just give a bit of info of what you are looking for e.g interests etc.


Rules:
By posting in this thread you take full responsibility of your acts. Read the warnings below.
If you want to reply to someone PM them, don't post here.
Don't PM people who did not post here.
Only one (1) post per person, per day. Don't spam.
Do not post personal contact information like email, phone number, kik, discord or similar here.
SaSu is not a dating site; anyone found to be crossing boundaries and/or or forcing/manipulating romantic relationships will be warned and banned
Always respect a no.
If you try to take advantage of anyone on this site, you will be immediately banned and reported to the authorities.


Understand that:
There are many risks involved in trusting a stranger, including but not limited to being lied to, being used for personal gain, being given random or harmful information, differences between you two, blackmail, pranks, and many more. Be sure you truly understand the risks, even for something as simple as getting help from someone or helping someone. We only provide a place to get in touch with others who think like you, you take full responsibility for what happens next.

Please feel free to contact mods with any concerns of problematic behaviour; any issues can be dealt with confidentially and discreetly.
Hey 24 feel free to pm
 
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Foreverever

Member
Aug 13, 2020
12
mid-30s M from western EU here

I am physically disabled (extremely reliant on other people) and have been suffering from MDD for almost 20 years now. My life is a joke, and every time I get some hope of things improving it always turns out to be a dud.

I'm also a huge pussy tho and with the only real reliable way for me to ctb being to drown myself I've always put it off.

I wouldn't mind friends, but ideally you would be pushing/convincing/blackmailing me to actually follow through with it. Maybe even help with the physical aspect? I am able and willing to travel for this.

Prefer talking on discord or telegram, but will go wherever. F preferred but everyone welcome
Sounds like we're in similar situations.
 
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SarahThrowsGin

Member
Aug 22, 2025
35
I am a 36 years old autistic transgender woman. I don't visit forum daily but would like to make friends here still.

At the time of this writing, I have been unemployed for several years but am not rushing to CTB regardless. On the contrary, life seems more meaningful without a job. It would have been better still to have an income without having a job, and for privacy to be universally recognized as priority over life per se. I am a hard pro-choicer: self-determinations trumps all other concerns. This also estranges me from much left-wing politics since collectivism involves much coercion, but I don't want to do anything with the right-wing either. If you can relate to this situation, we'll probably get along.

My special interests are horror stories and opinions that go against the grain (reveal that which is commonly neglected and constitute a revolution against prevailing values). Within horror, I prefer stories that future protagonist's isolation from humanity, like "The Mound" by Lovecraft, or "Beyond The Aquila's Rift" (novel) by Alastair Reynolds. However, I don't shun a well-written creepypasta, which is my mental fast-food for when I am bored. I am also quite paranoid (a word which I ascribe positive rather than negative connotation to) so don't expect me to disclose my hobbies on the onset of conversation.
 
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angrybakunawa

Member
Nov 21, 2025
38
34 Gay Male from London
 
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hellonearth144

Member
Nov 30, 2025
14
Autistic, in my twenties, sex repusled female looking for more friends. Hellonearth144 is my discord
 
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Shiitake

Shiitake

Member
Nov 29, 2025
81
@ooooaaaoooo on discord, sorry for the terrible username,
Who i am,
social recluse so far that i dont even find enjoyment in small things, but i try. and im a dude, but who cares, strictly friends only, (i assume there are weird lurkers) im 20
 
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pokerrkitty

pokerrkitty

They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
Nov 25, 2025
31
Hi there, i'm pokerrkitty, or just kitty.

I'm genderfluid and in my early 20's

I really like card and board games, paleontology, biology, art, TTRPGs, western movies, weed, and alcohol.

I have been contemplating ctb for the better part of a year, and have started actually planning for it recently. I've also recently broken my year long streak of being clean of self harm. Paradoxically, despite my plans I am a very lonely person and really enjoy talking to people- maybe recovery is the cards for me, I honestly don't know yet.

I guess, the notices for interaction with me;
I suffer from BPD, some type of unknown psychosis disorder, and unmedicated ADHD. I am very distractable and occasionally emotionally volatile, and for that I completely understand anyone keeping their distance.

Would love to make connections. Thank you for reading <3
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
210
Hey, I'm Emi (25, she/her).
I'm a quiet art girl with a very loud brain. Bipolar type 1 + the whole trauma collection, and I'm an awkward wallflower who overthinks everything but cares way too much.

I love: calm and moody indie music, everything cozy and cute, planning fake road trips we'll never take, soft boys with kind eyes, poetry, photography, nature, geography, sociology, politics, anime, historical or moody shows & movies, Star Wars,....

Tired of pretending and am craving real connections where I can be honest, feel understood, and share deep late-night talks. If you're kind, patient, and up for warm coffee chats (or even documenting my CTB in the future), let's connect?
(don't have chat yet, start a conversation)

Huge plus point if you play VRChat
 
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lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

I Wanna End Me (she/her)
Jun 7, 2025
106
Hi there, you can call me either Lemon or Capers, whichever one you prefer.

I am a woman in my early-20s. I like to play video games, draw, and listen to music. I am a massive Billie Eilish fanatic (I know, shocker from my profile), but I also adore different genres of rock and metal.

Do not DM me if you are going to be weird. Friends only
 
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terrrrrrragon

terrrrrrragon

New Member
Nov 29, 2025
4
25 f/nb

I am going to go mad if I don't talk to someone to be frank.
I will surely edit this to be beefier and more compelling, but right now I just want for someone to reach out.
 
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hellonearth144

Member
Nov 30, 2025
14
25 f/nb

I am going to go mad if I don't talk to someone to be frank.
I will surely edit this to be beefier and more compelling, but right now I just want for someone to reach out.
I can't message you for some reason
 
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6auk15

6auk15

Member
Nov 24, 2025
5
Hey, I'm a 19 year old male from California and I'd describe myself as an hikikomori, looking to finally start socializing after my almost 2 decades on this planet. I don't have many hobbies, I've been trying to get better with model kits, and I love movies and anime, but i actually don't spend that much time watching them or building kits cause I'm either distracted by a video game or not motivated. Mecha is my favorite genre, mostly because of Evangelion and Mobile Suit Gundam! But i do love a good amount of seinens, and I'm trying to read/watch more shoujo stuff. Right now i've been playing a lot of Overwatch and Destiny 2, but I'm really looking for new things to play, so if you're looking for someone to introduce to new games, I'd appreciate it. I also really really want to try tabletop games!
 
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KlixxFoxe

KlixxFoxe

Dreamer
Sep 21, 2025
55
Right now i've been playing a lot of Overwatch and Destiny 2, but I'm really looking for new things to play, so if you're looking for someone to introduce to new games, I'd appreciate it. I also really really want to try tabletop games!
That's cool, I'm also playing Overwatch 2 a lot. You can text me if you want to play it together! 😄
 
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Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
455
Hi, I'm Grog! I'm a 30 year old guy from the USA. 👋
I'm heavily into retro gaming and retro anime, but I watch and play new stuff too.
I especially love games from the Game Boy/Color/Advance, NES, SNES, PS1, and Sega Saturn. I really want to get into more Neo Geo, WonderSwan, and arcade games!
Some of my favorite anime series are Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, Steins;Gate, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Berserk, and Serial Experiments Lain, to name a few.
I am also a huge fan of true crime docs, playing guitar, and studying Japanese!

If you want to send me a message, feel free! I also have Steam so maybe we can play something together sometime! 👾
 
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6auk15

Member
Nov 24, 2025
5
Your profile seems to be private, so I can't text you too :aw:
I can add you on Discord if you have one
i was under the impression that not having dm permissions was both ways, but if not i've set my account to viewable for forum members
 
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yesi

Faded
Nov 10, 2025
48
Hey everyone,
I'm 28M from the UK looking for new friends, I like tech but more so like learning new things so I'm definitely interested in whatever you have going on.

Also I encourage others to post on here instead of lurking, I used to just lurk but after I posted last time I made a friend.
 
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BeautifullyDumb

BeautifullyDumb

Member
Dec 8, 2025
14
Hii, I'm Mimi, I'm 18 and living in Spain. I'd say I'm kind but also a bit sarcastic, and even though I sometimes struggle to keep a conversation flowing, I genuinely try to be a good listener and make people feel understood. I love animals, and I enjoy things like art, music, books( love romance novels), and learning languages.

When it comes to music, I'm pretty open to almost every genre, and I love discovering new artists or songs. Also I do like sports, rn I'm really into volleyball, football, and martial arts.

And uhh, that's it!! Feel free to pm me, unless you're a man that's like 30+... wouldn't feel comfortable.

❤️❤️❤️😽
 
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