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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
274
SN
 
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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
479
SN

The thought of accidently blowing my face off doesn't sound too appealing...
 
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chrisbate7

chrisbate7

Student
Sep 30, 2020
191
I think I'll drink SN. If I wake up or am found I'll pull the 9MM out from under the pillow and blow out my brain stem. Not going to risk getting saved. Once I've decided it's time to CTB there will be no going back
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
SN on edge of cliff then shotgun to head and hope I fall off cliff. If I have been to greedy adding a cliff can I take SN in woods and be ripped apart by wild animals
 
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Shotgunjohn

Shotgunjohn

Member
Apr 26, 2020
35
i used to always want to ctb via firearm but the one thing that always scared me was the slim possibility of surviving and being handicapped or disfigured...

after doing some research im most likely going to ctb via SN. mainly just because if i happen to survive the long term effects are much less extreme than those of a firearm.
 
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A

Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,856
Why choose? They easily go together.
 
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Quax

Quax

Student
Nov 16, 2019
140
SN.... I want to be in one piece, even after death
 
KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
SN.
Shotgun is too violent.
I would take SN then shoot myself in the head with a handgun though.
 
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fixitinpost

fixitinpost

Arriving Somewhere But Not Here
Oct 20, 2020
161
SN. I'm not going to leave a mess for some poor sod to clean up. And if I survive it's going to be a nightmare.
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
I have both just waiting in my closet...but will go with SN. Less risky. Less messy.
 
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
Gun, obviously I rather prefer instant death than 20 min. of suffering.
 
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Gnip

Gnip

Bill the Cat
Oct 10, 2020
621
SN. If I somehow survive, I can try again with the stash I would have hidden away. But LetzeAusfahrt's experiments with nitrogen hypoxia and a mask make it clear that this method is sudden, painless and peaceful after being tested thoroughly and practiced properly. (That's another clincher for nitrogen hypoxia for me, the fact you can test it out before with a mask held loosely to the face before finally strapping it on securely.)
 
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Nero

Nero

Member
Oct 15, 2020
7
If I could... I would use a shotgun, in the middle of nowhere, under the beautiful night sky.
 
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H

Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
I don't know. It makes me nervous thinking about it.
 
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thats_a_wrap

Member
Jun 1, 2020
64
Shotgun.

If I was worried about causing a mess or failure I'd do it on top of a bridge in the middle of the night, with weights strapped to myself. Gunshot, impact, drowning. Could even add some SN too.
 
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superhero

Member
Jun 25, 2025
8
SN. A gun is loud and a mess to clean up. Not a pretty corpse. SN, while not as quick, wouldn't wake up my family or neighbors, is less violent and won't less a mess. If I failed with a shotgun I could be permanently disabled and disfigured. Failed SN seems to have no permanent side effects
 
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25dRvS9Ka

25dRvS9Ka

Mel
Jun 11, 2025
86
Using the SN requires a lot of instructions and needs to be executed with precision while the shotgun has a lower chance of survival even if you make a mistake in the procedure.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,909
I would choose gun. I like the sound of a instant and quicker death that I can't go reverse whose I pull the trigger as I fear in the SN method I might try to back out cus of the discomfort cus of my low tolerance to feeling like that. Also shotgun has a higher success rate which is another reason for me to prefer that.
 
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encore

encore

she/her • BPD • rOCD
Nov 14, 2024
166
would still go for sn. gun is way too grim
 
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ADHD

ADHD

dopamine junkie
Jun 27, 2025
8
I would go for SN. Don't want to traumatize the one finding me and all the mess.
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
443
Shotgun. But since I can't pull the trigger, I'll have to use SN
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Apr 8, 2024
289
100% shotgun in a secluded forest where I can't get saved if I miss the brain stem. SN is for me an undesirable compromise for not being able to get one in my country.
 
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W

Why was I born

Too ugly to go outside. Roped
May 2, 2025
21
Shotgun 1000000000% I just pussied out of an SN attempt the SN glasses are right in front of me
 
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Romanticize

Romanticize

Specialist
Aug 22, 2024
338
100% shotgun. Instantenous, painless. With handgun its easy to botch but shotgun should blast the whole head off.
The only downside is the gruesome view after death (headless body, lots of blood on the floor and walls.). Instant trauma for whoever finds you, and huge cost of cleaning the place.

So if you care about how the scene will look go for SN. If you dont, blast your brains out.
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,885
I'm going to have to choose SN.Just can't blast a hole in the back of my head😅

Somehow using a shotgun to end my life requires a lot more survival instinct than SN.
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
238
SN just so i dont burden my family further with a disgusting corpse. still a total fantasy of mine to shoot myself in the mouth with a shotgun
 

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