I just wanna die

[The Disqualified]

I can't sleep properly. I have been bed rotting so much lately. I literally couldn't get out of bed till now.
I have my SN. A part of me really wants to die. But I fear regretting it. I really wished I had the impulsivity to just go through it and end my suffering.
But self-doubt consumes me even in my suicide.

I really have given up on living life and just doomscroll 24/7. I promised to myself today I will try to get out of bed and do... something. Something. Anything.

 

[itsgone2]

I'm in the same spot. I'm so sorry. Life shouldn't be this way

 

[Chocomel]

Yeah I feel you. Everything I do just feel so forced. If I don't do it, I get consequences.

 

[HeyBoogahJr]

I can't sleep properly. I have been bed rotting so much lately. I literally couldn't get out of bed till now.
I have my SN. A part of me really wants to die. But I fear regretting it. I really wished I had the impulsivity to just go through it and end my suffering.
But self-doubt consumes me even in my suicide.

I really have given up on living life and just doomscroll 24/7. I promised to myself today I will try to get out of bed and do... something. Something. Anything.

What do you fear about regretting it? Do you want to die, is there something you wanna do before then? I'm sorry to hear that your suffering, I understand how you feel. I'm glad you shared your feelings.

What do you wanna do? How about doing something small?