Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'd just never wish for this torturous, cruel existence where I suffer so unnecessarily, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as positive, all I hope for is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is the only relief for me, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this futile existence as only suffering, only eternal sleep can ever bring me the peace from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel and torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the abomination of existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting for death to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is peace from it all, I just hope to be gone, I could never see a point to any of this, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, to me existence will always feel like a mistake and it's one that causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much unnecessary suffering.
It truly does cause so much unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful I just always saw as a mistake that causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always feel like the most cruel terrible mistake to me.
It truly will always do and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, all I hope for is to be gone and forgotten, I just wish for no more suffering.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, futile and undesirable existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be gone and never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, painful and deeply undesirable existence as only suffering, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just always preferable for me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish and hope for no more pain and no more suffering, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, only non-existence can bring me the relief I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

All will be gone and forgotten in non-existence.
It truly will be which is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and futile existence ever again, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish to suffer rather I just wan all to be gone for me, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only being permanently free from all suffering could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, futile and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me peace from the terrible, tragic abomination of existence and as long as I exist I really wish to be free from all the suffering, only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much pain and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence.

I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel existence.

It's all just so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from the abomination of existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for eternal sleep.
To sleep permanently and finally be free from the cruel, dreadful and torturous abomination of existence is just all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again, I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.