Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this futile existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this futile existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace, I wish for no more suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this cruel existence as only suffering.
This cruel existence will always just be only suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish and hope for peace from the abomination of existence.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for this torturous existence to be all forgotten with no more suffering.

 

[urgent]

4) I wish I had a painless suicide pill
All I wish for is a painless suicide pill that brings peace and freedom from all the endless suffering this existence causes. It'd be such a relief to simply be able to die in peace with this existence finally forgotten about. It'd comfort me knowing I could die with no risks and complications involved and the fact that I'm denied such a release is what I find so extremely and immensely cruel, it's hellish how I cannot have a death just like never waking again, it causes so much pain how suicide isn't straightforward.

To be able to die painlessly would solve everything for me as all I find comfort in is non-existence, I'd always prefer to not exist and I don't believe that I should have to suffer in an existence I wish to be eternally free from.

I agree. I wish we could all have the right to decide when we've suffered enough and could get that medical assistance. Others can. If I can't go to Switzerland or am in to much pain to wait for approval, can't get approval, whatever the case, I should still be able to have a Dr prescribe the meds or give me the iv to go in peace now. Why don't I get the relief others who aren't in such unbearable agony can? Please, there has to be a way to find that person who understands and can give me what I need. I can consent and self administer. Thats all some did.I can't take this brutal torture anymore. There isn't a description for the hell I'm in.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so cruel and I wish I never existed more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this painful existence.
I truly would never want to suffer in this painful existence and I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any if this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want some peace, I really would just never want to suffer in this painful, cruel and torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will just always be only suffering to me.
It truly is always and only suffering to me and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I just no longer suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence that I never would had chosen.

I'll always see existence as the problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just wish and hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all the suffering.
To be at peace from all the pain and suffering really is all I could hope and wish for, I just want to be gone from this torturous existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so cruel and terrible and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is peace from all the suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so futile.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what non-existence is just always preferable for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I just hope and wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen.

All I want is to be free from this torturous, futile existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from this existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this suffering.
I really would never want any of this suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to cease existing peacefully with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this deeply undesirable, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always find it so undesirable to exist.
I truly do always find it so undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone and never suffer again.

I'll always see this futile, cruel existence as only suffering, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence, only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable, painful existence I just always saw as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope and wish to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just always the problem and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I hope and wish for is peace, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It truly is so futile to me and I'd just never wish for this existence of dreadful, futile suffering rather all I want is some peace, I could never see any point to any of this and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope and wish to be gone and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this suffering, I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, I just hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what to never exist again truly is all I could hope for and I just wish I never had to suffer, as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from all the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, all I want is peace from it all, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for any of this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is just always the problem to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to not exist, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me relief from, I just hope for peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful that just causes harm and suffering.