Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'd just never wish for this torturous, cruel existence where I suffer so unnecessarily, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as positive, all I hope for is no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is the only relief for me, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this futile existence as only suffering, only eternal sleep can ever bring me the peace from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel and torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the abomination of existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting for death to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is peace from it all, I just hope to be gone, I could never see a point to any of this, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, to me existence will always feel like a mistake and it's one that causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much unnecessary suffering.
It truly does cause so much unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful I just always saw as a mistake that causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always feel like the most cruel terrible mistake to me.
It truly will always do and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, all I hope for is to be gone and forgotten, I just wish for no more suffering.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.