Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful and futile that I always saw as a mistake.

I just wish and hope for non-existence, I just want to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile, it's just unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake. All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there'a just so much suffering in this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so futile, all I want is to be permanently at peace with all finally forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be suffering all for the sake of it to me.
It truly will always be and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, futile existence more than anything, all I want is some peace.

I just want to be gone, I'd just never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I just hope for true permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only peace and relief for me, only in non-existence will I be free from all the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered, all I want is to not exist.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, painful existence and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want non-existence to bring me peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer.
I truly will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where all is forgotten.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want some peace, I just want to never exist again, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and undesirable that just causes suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just waiting for death.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting to die and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather I just want some peace, I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is to never exist again, I just want to be free from all the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could ever wish for, I just want some peace from the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence and I'll just only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten for me in non-existence.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I could ever hope for is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish for no more suffering, all I want is to be free from this dreadful, cruel existence, I just want to never suffer again, no matter what non-existence is just all I see as desirable. I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen that I just always saw as a mistake and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, painful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this pain and suffering for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Endless amounts of suffering in existing.
There truly is endless amounts of suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this cruel, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering which is why only non-existence is positive for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffered for so long.
I truly have suffered for so long in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is peace, I just want to be gone.

It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is peace from it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be free from it all, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting all to be forgotten for me.
I truly do just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I'll hope for as long as I suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful existence I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to suffer in this cruel existence.
I really would never wish to suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence and I'll always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is peace from it all, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

It's just so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this futile suffering in existing and I just always wish to erase this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can ever bring me peace from, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could ever hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want to be gone, I just wish for peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering.

For me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'd just never wish for this cruel existence that just causes so much futile, unnecessary suffering, I just want to never exist again.