Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence is just the only peace and relief for me and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me peace from what I see as the true problem and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never exist again, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

I'd never wish for this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, it's all so dreadful and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so cruel and futile non-existence is just the only peace for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this harmful and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd never wish for this harmful, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence ever again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I just wish to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just want to never suffer again in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from all suffering and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence more than anything, in this existence so torturous I just always saw as a mistake non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from all suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so terrible to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for and as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace from the pain and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I was never burdened with this existence more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm, cruelty and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence that just causes harm, for me existence will always be an abomination and I wish I never suffered in this existence more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always just an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is just always an unnecessary harm to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, all I could ever hope for is to be gone.

I just want some peace from it all, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is peace from this dreadful, painful and harmful existence, to me existence will just always feel like a mistake and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so undesirable and cruel that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing this existence was never imposed.
More than anything I always wish this existence was never imposed and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is peace from all the pain and suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the most terrible tragedy.
I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish for no more suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

To me existence just feels like a mistake and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to exist.
No matter what I really would never wish to exist and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this cruel, futile and torturous existence that I just always saw as an abomination, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that I just never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief from suffering, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It really is just always an abomination to me and I'd never wish for the suffering of existing and all I want is to be gone, I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence and I'll always see existence as the most dreadful, terrible abomination that just causes harm and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to never exist again, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm, cruelty and suffering until all is gone in non-existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

In this existence so cruel only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this deeply undesirable, painful and torturous existence that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
No matter what I truly would just never want to suffer in this painful, dreadful and terrible existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence is just the only relief for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence that I'd just never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always feels like a mistake.
No matter what existence will just always feel like a mistake to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist over suffer.
No matter what I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always and only ever hope for non-existence, I just want true peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away for me and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as a terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering and pain of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, for me the only relief could lie in never existing again and I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so terrible.
No matter what I'll just always find it so terrible to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I always find it so dreadful how this existence was imposed.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is true permanent peace, I just want to never exist again, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes harm and suffering, all I want is peace from it all, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, painful and terrible existence ever again, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish to be gone.

I just wish for peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, all I want is peace, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be free from this dreadful existence of endless suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace from all the suffering is all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only non-existence could ever take away and bring me relief from and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this futile, cruel existence as only suffering, it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me and bring me peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever seeing non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I really could only ever see non-existence as desirable and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel existence, I just hope and wish to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the deeply undesirable abomination of existence that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to be gone, I just wish for peace and in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace.

I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that only ever brought pain and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence, it's pain only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I'll just hope and wish to be gone no matter what.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just always prefer to not exist.
No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel, dreadful and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I see as desirable in this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence really is all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot choose to peacefully cease existing.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing and more than anything I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence really is the only relief.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want to never exist again, I just hope and wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific, cruel anti-suicide world where the suffering of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.