Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish I never suffered in this existence more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from the pain and suffering of this cruel, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is truly just the only relief.

 

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Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never exist again, I just wish for permanent peace from all suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

I'll only be at peace once I'm finally unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for some peace, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as just being futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I hope for is to be gone from it all, I just want to never exist again, I'll always see existence as an abomination that just causes so much suffering.

All I want is to never exist again, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of endless suffering and to me existing will always be only suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain, I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to exist.
I really will always find it so painful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and painful existence, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had existed at all, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will just see existing as waiting for death and I suffer simply from waiting to die in this futile, torturous and cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering.

I suffer simply from waiting to die in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so dreadful, all I want is to be permanently free from this existence that to me is just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence that I never would had chosen, for me non-existence really is the only peace and the only relief for me could lie in no longer being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I wish I was never burdened with this torturous, cruel and futile existence more than anything, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only relief for me.

All I want is some peace, I just wish for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, it's just all so dreadful and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful existence as just being unnecessary suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, cruel existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'd never wish for any of this suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, futile existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wish to erase this existence.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence at all, in this existence so dreadful and futile only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake and I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I want it to be like I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to erase this existence, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, dreadful and undesirable existence.

It's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this futile existence, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see so much cruelty in how the option to peacefully cease existing is denied.
It truly is so cruel and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, all I want is to never suffer again and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing to finally escape from the suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, to me existence really is the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself is just always the true problem to me.
It truly is always the true problem to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so futile and undesirable that I never would had chosen, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what all I could hope for is the peace of non-existence, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and futile existence all gone, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I really will always prefer to not exist and I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence is just the only peace and peace is all I've hoped for, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I just saw as a mistake, for me existence really is the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to suffer.
I truly would never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be free from the burden of existing and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it truly is all so cruel and dreadful and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm.
It truly does just cause harm and I suffer simply from being burdened with this harmful, torturous existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that just brings suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this torturous, futile existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable in this existence so harmful and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I could hope for is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so dreadful and futile only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful existence rather all I want is to not exist, in this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me any relief and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable existence that I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than be burdened with this existence, I just hope and wish for peace from all the suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen, for me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll always find it so painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence more than anything, all I wish for is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace.

I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from the burden of existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful existence I just never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being waiting to die and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I'd never wish for this deeply undesirable, torturous existence that to me will always be waiting for death.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so painful and dreadful, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence, I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all pain and suffering.
I truly could only ever hope for peace from all pain and suffering and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so futile non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace from all the pain and suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again and I'll always find it so painful and terrible to suffer in this torturous existence, for me existence truly is always the problem and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel and torturous, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

All I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the torturous abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful, all I wish for is peace from all the pain and suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this painful existence of futile unnecessary suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish to be permanently free from this harmful, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, I could never see any point to any of this and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as a mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as a mistake and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes harm and suffering, it's just all so terrible to me.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel, futile and undesirable that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It really is so dreadful to me to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me peace from this dreadful existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful.

I'll always see existence as the most harmful, torturous abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence that I never would had chosen and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I wish this existence was never imposed, I really wish I was never burdened with this futile, torturous existence more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for peace from all suffering.
Peace from all suffering truly is all I could wish and hope for and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing to escape from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing.

I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the pain of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues.

As long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace and relief of non-existence where all is finally forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much pain and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this deeply undesirable, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish for the terrible and torturous burden of existence rather all I want is to be free from all suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, all I could hope for is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, to me existence really is an abomination and it's one that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never exist again with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me, all I want is to never wake again.