Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to never exist again, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing.

I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this deeply undesirable, painful existence I never would has chosen, all I want is to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this terrible, dreadful existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this existence and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from all the suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The only relief for me could lie in never existing again.
It truly is the only relief for me and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence more than anything, all I hope for is to be gone and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake, I'd just never wish for this dreadful, harmful existence rather all I hope for is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and undesirable non-existence is just the only relief for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the burden of existence, existence is a burden only non-existence can bring me peace from and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase this existence.
I truly do just hope and wish to erase this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

It's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I never would had chosen, I just wish to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this existence at all and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is for all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from all pain and suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from all suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that I just never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence just truly is the only relief and is all I could see as desirable no matter what, I just hope and wish to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is the peace of non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I really would just never want to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable existence.

I really would never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with the abomination of existence, I really will always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I truly would never want to suffer in this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
To me it truly is only suffering and I could only ever see non-existence as positive, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I wish I was never burdened with this existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, existing really is always so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, all I want is peace from the pain and suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will always be so dreadful to me.
I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the pain and cruelty of existing and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and undesirable, only in non-existence will I be at peace, only non-existence is positive for me and is all I could hope for in this existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, I just hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and I wish for non-existence all the time, all I want is some peace from this dreadful, torturous, cruel and undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

To me existence will always be an abomination and I wish this futile existence was never imposed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm and I'd just never wish for this torturous, harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again in this existence I just never would had chosen, for me existence is just always the problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, all I want is to cease existing, I just want peace from this dreadful, torturous and harmful existence that just causes so much suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so futile and cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I wish I was never burdened with this painful, dreadful and undesirable existence more than anything, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope for peace from all suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this dreadful existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused and brought so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this dreadful, painful and torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful and I suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is peace from this dreadful, futile and deeply undesirable existence and I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always see this futile, torturous existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake, it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I never should had suffered in this painful, cruel existence that causes endless amounts of harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll always find it so dreadful and harmful to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always feel like a mistake to me.
It truly will always feel like a mistake to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the terrible, torturous mistake of existence that only caused me to suffer that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain and problems there were never a need for and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for non-existence where this existence is all forgotten, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
No matter what I truly would just never want to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and torturous.

I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist, I suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so undesirable I always saw as a mistake that only ever brought and caused so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence I never would had chosen, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
It truly is always so undesirable to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, dreadful and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace from all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that I never would had chosen, I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Peace from all suffering is just all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just wish for peace from all the pain and suffering.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

I have an obsession with non existance. The problem is that the more u think about it, the less meaning life has, until everything comes to the status of ridiculousness.

Echo chamber maybe.

Once you see antinatalism as the solution, u can never look back

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous, futile existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I always saw as a mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'd just never wish to suffer, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace, I wish for an eternal sleep where all is gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

The cruelty of peaceful death being denied for me.
I truly do always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me as all I want is to be gone, I just want true peace from all the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake that just only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, futile and cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake that just caused and brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would just never want to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'm just always so tired of suffering and I'll always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, it's all so dreadful and terrible and I'd just always prefer to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel, torturous existence that I always saw as a mistake as only suffering no matter what, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and it's just all I'll hope for as long as I suffer in this dreadful, painful existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I wish and hope for is eternal dreamless sleep.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering no matter what, all I wish for is to be gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, to cease existing is just all I hope for and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself is always an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I'll just always see existence itself as an unnecessary harm and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish to be free from this harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'll always hope and wish to be gone, I just want some peace from all the suffering, I'd never wish for this harmful, dreadful and cruel existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence truly is the only peace, I just wish to be permanently free from all suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful.

I'd just never wish for this existence that causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, I just want peace, I just want all to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, no matter what I'll always find it so undesirable to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish this existence was never imposed.
More than anything I just wish this existence was never imposed and I should just never had suffered at all in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I wish and hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again but of course the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so cruel and terrible, all I could wish for is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, I just want some peace from the suffering of existing and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just hope and wish to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence that just causes and brings so much futile suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be gone.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so torturous and dreadful for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just want to never suffer again and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, I'm just always so tired of it all and it's tiredness only the peace of non-existence can take away for me.