
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence all gone and forgotten.
For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and I wish I never had to suffer, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to be gone, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence all gone and forgotten.
For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and I wish I never had to suffer, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to be gone, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.