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disabledlife

disabledlife

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Jun 5, 2020
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Hello everyone. Thank you for your kindness, your listening ear, your support—in short, your empathy. Whatever your choices, your plans, in life or in your passing. It doesn't matter if you like Christmas or not. I wish you a wonderful Christmas Eve or a pleasant evening, and a Merry Christmas. Thank you so much for this forum and for all the help you've already given me, even just talking and listening. Thank you very much. May your wishes be respected.
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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It will never be, there is nothing wonderful about existing rather it's the opposite, I see existence as the most terrible, tragic mistake that causes endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, every second existing beings are tortured in agony, it really is horrific, existing truly is just pain and suffering.

I always suffer so much from existing in this evil world where suicide is a crime so I cannot find peace from this abomination, this existence just never should had been imposed and the fact that humans continue to punish others by burdening them with this existence is the most devastating tragedy.
 
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@disabledlife Merry Christmas to you as well
 
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