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Suicide Discussion

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Insulin/academic probation
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2
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302
CatLvr
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The Disqualified
Venting Suicide is the only solution to me
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10
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652
An Empty Soul
An Empty Soul
BurningShipFractal
where can i find videos of other people ctb?
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5
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368
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
sourcherry
applying to a job role that my friend became burned out/suicidal over. life is a joke.
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5
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326
plantlife
plantlife
sourcherry
happy birthday to me
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14
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401
flowerbomb
flowerbomb
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Just double checking my sn
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0
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140
madmanbadman
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PathtoDie
Venting Why is it so incredibly hard to die?
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35
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2K
Defenestration
Defenestration
ugulamugula
Help Hanging
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3
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291
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
cyanidekitty
Discussion does anyone else yearn to ctb?
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17
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667
cyanidekitty
cyanidekitty
TAW122
Discussion If you had dependents or those who rely on you, would it change your personal decision on CTB'ing?
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5
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307
TAW122
TAW122
BurningShipFractal
i missed my day
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7
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295
charlavail
charlavail
BurningShipFractal
partial or full suspension?
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1
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138
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
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Wouldn't some blood loss method be good? I don't see people talking about it
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8
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357
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
DYLLPYCKLE
Method Antifreeze
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10
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983
plantlife
plantlife
TAW122
Venting Those who made up their minds should not be lumped with all suicidal people and have their wishes (to die) respected!
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3
Views
481
TAW122
TAW122
diazepam23
Discussion Has anyone seen the Jubilee podcast episode on suicide?
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4
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308
diazepam23
diazepam23
The Disqualified
Venting It's the end of the road
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2
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325
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
eggsausagerice
NSFW keep thinking about whether i can actually afford a hotel to ctb in or not
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7
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665
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ugulamugula
Help Is this enough?
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1
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186
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
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Method Which one is better, HANGING or POTASSIUM CYANIDE?
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6
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398
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
Kokonoe
Venting might be getting diagnosed with BPD. want to kill myself.
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8
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525
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ladidabi
Venting Doctors running in circles
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3
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395
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
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What’s the best or easiest method
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8
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888
Samira_Hura
Samira_Hura
nothingbutyou
Is death from kidney failure painful?
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4
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239
Topaz111
Topaz111
Kooz
Method The "night-night" method mega thread.
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2K
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818K
nocturnal123
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nonbeing
Goodbye thread
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6
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451
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
ugulamugula
Discussion CTB Today
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3
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205
telekon
telekon
A
Venting Living is torture
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1
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244
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Everyday a little closer to ctb
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1
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157
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
clawsprit
Venting i wish i had access to a gun
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6
Views
348
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
itsallogrenow
DSL Welfare Check Happened - UK
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55
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4K
rainbowpuker
rainbowpuker
meddle
Venting my cat has lung cancer
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12
Views
423
meddle
meddle
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How long did your SN from dsl take to arrive?
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18
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1K
SentientCreature
SentientCreature
Claymore7274
Venting I feel like a walking paradox
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3
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204
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
leoneliona
Anxious about delivery date
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18
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541
wave211
wave211
Z
HeEELLP
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0
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171
Zristal
Z
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Using enteric coated gel caps for SN
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5
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337
Dontwant2Bhere
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Ghostlights
Some rules I've set for myself before I "allow" myself to ctb
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5
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632
ohwowlovely
ohwowlovely
shinitai-chan
Venting i dont know
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8
Views
429
shinitai-chan
shinitai-chan
absolute failure
Venting I am a piece of shit
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21
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749
Lost in a Dream
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menherachan
Venting Been awhile 𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡
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2
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253
ashen knight
ashen knight
Ilostmytoast
Help Comfort Even Near Death
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0
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166
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
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Nitrogen gas restricted in Canada?
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0
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130
thehorizons
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shikishiki
Venting Is this feeling going away someday?
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3
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321
Ilostmytoast
Ilostmytoast
OnMyLast Legs
It's time to do it
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14
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766
SDB
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Planning to get hit by a train tomorrow
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22
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1K
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
frail
best place to aim when ctb w/ gun
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4
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265
dearlydeparted44
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K
i hate that people think this is the real me
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5
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493
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
princeseadove
Venting Concern
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1
Views
189
princeseadove
princeseadove
The Disqualified
Venting Awkward and lonely
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1
Views
213
randomuser2348
randomuser2348
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