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you gonna die with no regrets?
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how many of you are gonna die with zero to very little regrets. im happy to say i will. thats probably my proudest achievement about it all. the fact that i know i tried to make shit work but life just wasnt will to play ball with me. i take comfort in that
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how many of you are gonna die with zero to very little regrets. im happy to say i will. thats probably my proudest achievement about it all. the fact that i know i tried to make shit work but life just wasnt will to play ball with me. i take comfort in that
I mean, ever since ,2015 I've been a shadow of my former self. I just regret not having a time machine but that's about it. This past decade brought nothing positive to my life. (Well I had my first love & breakup but that's about that) The following decades won't either so yeah, I'll die without regret
regrets about ctb, or regrets about life? I guess I'm going to ctb when I'm 100% sure and have taken care of things. No regrets about ctb..
However I still have regrets about how I lived my life, things I did, but you just learn to accept this at a certain point, it's not like you can change the past.
I'll die with regrets for sure. Regrets of trusting doctors who ruined my life. I never wanted to suicide. I still don't want to but have no other choice
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All I regret is suffering in this torturous, cruel and deeply undesirable existence in the first place, existence itself is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, to exist means to suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence.
I see it as something so terrible and dreadful to be burdened with this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence is just something so evil that only ever brings pain and suffering, the suffering this existence causes is endless and I'd only be relieved to never suffer again.
To permanently cease existing would solve everything for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, ceasing to exist would save me from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen that was completely unnecessary, I find it horrific how a human can exist for so long in this terrible, torturous existence, to be conscious in this existence of futile suffering truly is an abomination, all I see as beautiful is non-existence, all I see as positive is never having to exist again.
If I could, if it was possible, I would erase my entire memory, including all the good ones, all the lessons, everything, just to be able to not recall my regrets. Regrets are one of the worst things, especially when you have as many regrets as I do.
I don't have any regrets. Not because I did everything right and got everything that I wanted, but because I don't even want anything to begin with. All I want is to end this suffering. Actually, my regret is not dying sooner and forcing myself to suffer more in life.
Unfortunately I will. I will leave behind a wife with no husband, friends with no reunion, a family with no eldest son, and at worst possibly a child without their birth father to answer to. That is why I journal and audio document to leave as much answer as to who I am and why this was inevitable.
I believe for the most part outside of that I have none on a personal level. I lived as I pleased until I graduated college and obtained true responsibilities. I am very fortunate compared to many here.
But this is something that will eventually happen. I do not know when but I do know that it something that must be done. I will do my best to minimize pain because of the regrets I have.
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