Discussion Things you want to do before you are gone

[LilGhost]

Do you have must-haves you want to experience before you are gone?
for me its:

• crochet for my each of my friends something small as a way to say goodbye
• Write ctb letters
• clean my room
• try whiskey (dunno, every time Im choosing alcohol, i cant seem to find good whiskey, so I end up with cider or wine)
• have picnic outdoors (optional only if my friends up to it, so it is optional)
• finish hollow knight
• play a good game of chess

I will probably ctb by the end of July and tho im trying to survive that long, but considering how shit keep hitting the fan, I might end it in few weeks as I am going insane

 

[NotSoEnchanted]

-Celebrate my dogs birthday (May 4th) and spoil him with steak, shrimp, a homemade cake, and presents

-Have a goodbye dinner with part of my family

-finish and revise my letters

-clean my home and get rid of things I don't want others to find. I want my home to be clean/inviting incase my family from out of state would like to stay in it while they're sorting through my stuff and whatnot

-Take my dog on one last memorable hike

I really hope this month will be my last. I've been delayed as I was supposed to have my goodbye dinner last month, but my family is sick right now so that's on hold. I would have liked to be free to leave when pleased right after my dog's birthday, but that's unfortunately not going to be the case. I have just a few more ends to tie.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

What I would really like to do before catching the bus is experience life without the restrains of my toxic and controlling family. Although things are only getting more and more painful and difficult and it's not guaranteed I'll be able to hold out for much longer. :/

 

[Gomomon]

Do you have must-haves you want to experience before you are gone?
for me its:

• crochet for my each of my friends something small as a way to say goodbye
• Write ctb letters
• clean my room
• try whiskey (dunno, every time Im choosing alcohol, i cant seem to find good whiskey, so I end up with cider or wine)
• have picnic outdoors (optional only if my friends up to it, so it is optional)
• finish hollow knight
• play a good game of chess

I will probably ctb by the end of July and tho im trying to survive that long, but considering how shit keep hitting the fan, I might end it in few weeks as I am going insane

Finishing Hollow Knight is so real, it's still on my Switch waiting for me to finish it haha

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I've never had any interest in something as torturous and dreadful as existing and all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence so it's like I never suffered at all, to be conscious burdened with this painful, dreadful existence is just always an abomination to me.

All that existence ever does is just cause all this terrible torture and suffering and it's so dreadful how this existence was even imposed at all causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result, all I want is to permanently cease existing with all gone and forgotten, all I see as desirable is the true permanent peace of non-existence, it's just so horrific to me how existence just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[LilGhost]

Finishing Hollow Knight is so real, it's still on my Switch waiting for me to finish it haha

Brooo, Hollow Knight is peaaak. I finished Silksong 100%, going for 112% rn while also doing hollow knight. Literally game that changed my life. Highlyyyyyyy recommending ya to play

 

[Gomomon]

Brooo, Hollow Knight is peaaak. I finished Silksong 100%, going for 112% rn while also doing hollow knight. Literally game that changed my life. Highlyyyyyyy recommending ya to play

I was actually so close to beating it, I think I just got stuck deep in the caverns somewhere, and then was too lazy to get out. I also want Silksong. Have you ever played Celeste? I feel like they're similar and that game was pretty life-altering for me. Its so hard tho.

 

[LilGhost]

What I would really like to do before catching the bus is experience life without the restrains of my toxic and controlling family. Although things are only getting more and more painful and difficult and it's not guaranteed I'll be able to hold out for much longer. :/

Damn. I hope you'll be able to escape those mfs. I moved out from my toxic parents to different country for college and (tho they still have partially control over me due to finances issues, but its very limited cause they cant know anything about my life unless I tell them) its is actually a fabulous experience to be able to wake up whenever you want, go outside whenever you want and etc. Living with no restrains is actually worth to try, I can guarantee:). Very hope you'll make it.
For now, whenever you feel like its a lot, you can try to make a safe space in your mind you can escape to (Idk how healthy it is, but that was smth my psychologist suggested me when I had to come back visit them). Escapism is a pretty useful thing tho, if you have art that interests you (drawing, crocheting, playing on musical instruments, etc), it might also help as it gives your mind a place to escape

One day, you gonna grow wings.... Good luck on your path to freedom, traveler

I was actually so close to beating it, I think I just got stuck deep in the caverns somewhere, and then was too lazy to get out. I also want Silksong. Have you ever played Celeste? I feel like they're similar and that game was pretty life-altering for me. Its so hard tho.

Damn, did you get lost? Tis a canon even in hollow knight, lol. Celeste is actually on my list to play, but I barely know about it, except that if you liked hollow knight, you probably will like Celeste ^^