Discussion would money make you happy?

[-nobodyknows-]

It might help in the short term, but in the long term…. No. I don't think so.

 

[Asahina]

As a student in probably one of the least stable and lucrative majors, music composition, it would help a lot. The music industry seems so overcomplicated, overwhelming and just plain fucked, plus I have zero charisma, am socially awkward, distrusting and paranoid, don't play an instrument (I use digital midi and Vocaloid), and don't like using social media and promoting myself. Fuck, even my music business textbook keeps saying only people who give their 100000000% and have shittons of ambition can make it but I barely have ambition for even living........

Making music has been a really good hobby (and therapy) and even with no audience or just throwing it into the void of Youtube with no care to how I do, I would feel content, but I had savings that I lost for dumb reasons and my family's finances blew up so now I gotta engage with this heckin industry, wage slave until I die of overwork, or get cancelled/demonetized because all of my songs are about depression, anxiety, or suicide. Apparantly MVs and art are ridiculously expensive too.....

I like music so much that the thought of changing majors to something else makes me want to die even more too.....