Ekim
the healer has the bloodiest hands
- Dec 2, 2025
- 12
I just can't cope with how whenever I tried doing some work my brain automatically started feeling heavy and dizzy like that constant brain fog my academics and social life suffer so badly because of this how could I turn so pathetic the one who was full of life so so energetic turned out so useless my loved ones are disappointed in me this social media addiction is literally ruining me but that's the only thing that distracts me from reality whenever I watch some old shows BL read manwha and shiit it feels so good but then I feel so guilty how I'm wasting time at this point either I just want some severe help or some help in killing myself Cutting doesn't work for me neither hanging, jumping nor drowning is available and drugs and guns are way far away from my reach so there's nothing left
