Discussion Who here does not actually want to die?

[FrownyFace]

Curious, who here does not actually want to die?

Personally I do not want to die, I want the complete opposite, to live and be happy! But that's not possible with my chronic ear conditions.

I mostly joined this site looking for info on reliable methods, not because I want to die but because I cannot cope with the constant torture and suffering caused by my physical conditions, which are outside of my control.

I wish I truly wanted to live. My preference would be for my life to turn around and I can live normal, happy and healthy. But that's just so far away and I don't think it'll ever happen and that's how I ended up here. It just sucks and it's no fair. I wish life was better to all of us.

 

[waRmblanket]

i don't, i just want the pain to stop. it's been almost 10 years of chronic pain and it's tiring.

 

[chewychocolate]

Curious, who here does not actually want to die?

I honestly dont want to, but with the amount of trauma ive gone through, my mind will always be in a state of mental anguish. I dont think i have the strength to push through anymore. The only thing that will calm my brain down from the thoughts is death. Im just here to look for the least painful methods since the only thing that is putting me off from cbt-ing is the physical pain my body will have to endure through the process

 

[Havnis]

@FuneralCry will lose her mind if she sees this thread, I am utterly against life the cosmic imbalance, non existance is much better.

 

[lostinwoe]

its the thing ive wanted most in life other than being rich