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39hatsune

39hatsune

im sorry
Dec 9, 2025
93
i dont even know if i want to write one, i dont have anything to say and quite frankly i dont think the people around me deserve that bit of closure, as bad as it sounds
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,024
I'd explain that in this existence so dreadful and torturous the peace of non-existence is all I wish for and is all I see as desirable, all I want is to never suffer in this evil existence ever again that has only ever tortured existing beings, for me the peace of non-existence is all that's positive, existence is a mistake to me and I find it torture every second to be conscious, no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence, only in non-existence will I be free from all suffering and there is no limit as to how much a human can suffer in this existence that just leads to decay and death anyway, I find it so terrifying and horrific how a human can suffer for so long.
 
Deepdense

Deepdense

Student
Dec 30, 2025
147
Probably a few ironic jokes and an explanation of what happens in my head.
 
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