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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
743


I can't fake it, I can't sleep
This fantasy I can't escape
Clouded mind, haunted lover
Doomed to want, can't get enough

I can't fake it
I can't fake it
Clouded mind, haunted lover
What did you want?

Did you want to be mean
For no reason?
Did you take it out at me 'cause I'm alone?
Did you want to be free of the illusion
That life could be sweet and you could feel good?

I can't fake it
I can't fake it
Clouded mind, haunted lover
Doomed to want more

Did you want to be mean
For no reason?
Did you take it out at me 'cause I'm alone?
Did you want to be free of the illusion
That life could bе sweet and you could feel good?
 
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Amile

Amile

Member
Sep 17, 2020
46


I can't just get over my happy times.
 
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Preh1storic_Rib

Preh1storic_Rib

How do I return this joy?
Aug 22, 2024
55
 
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Monicahere

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May 14, 2025
6
Jigsaw Fallin Into Place - Radiohead
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,543
Melodic Chill radio on you tube live
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
125
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,819
Soul Asylum-Runaway Train :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(My life since I turned 10 years old... Keeps spiraling faster)








Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on Earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am, just drowning in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
And everything seems cut and dry
Day and night
Earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Runaway train never coming back
Runaway train tearing up the track
Runaway train burning in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
682
This came out in 1996. This man predicted the future.

 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
260

I liked when they went on BBC live and were asked to censor the expletives which obviously they didn't do that.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,543
vocal trance remixes
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,166














 
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Dying Opportunity

Dying Opportunity

What looks so strong, so delicate
May 9, 2025
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · A Terrible Product
Sep 21, 2024
2,289
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Youtube just suggested a new Falling In Reverse song. I have never listened to them before and most of their stuff is not my genre but dayum is this song FIRE! Also it is a collab with Manson and, as an old Millennial, I was so excited to see this!
 
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jb.fletcher

jb.fletcher

The one that's all sixes and sevens?
May 21, 2025
32
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Elementalist
Mar 15, 2025
826
Etta Marcus - Death Grips
 
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skybox

skybox

Have you ever been jealous of birds?
Mar 6, 2024
107
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
683
Sneaker Pimps - Loretta Young Silks 🔥
 
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imtiredasf

imtiredasf

Member
May 23, 2025
82


A lovely song about a girl from the Sprawl. Neuromancer is a 10/10 read if you've never checked it out.
 
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Asahina

Asahina

Member
May 25, 2025
14
This is one of my favorite songs. I wonder if anyone has heard of it.

 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · A Terrible Product
Sep 21, 2024
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,819
Dayseeker-Pale Moonlight :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Made a deal with the devil
Put me down on my knees
Like a cult or religion
Trade my soul for a dream
There's no cure to my darkness
Only perfect disease
When my depression takes over
You're the one thing I need
Synthetic therapy
(Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end)
If you wanna see how I run right back to killing myself, taking my time
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
At the end of every dream, there's a demon saying I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
Made a deal with the devil
An apparition that bleeds
What's the price of your body
If it is taken for free?
Yeah, I was starved for attention
But you can take it from me
If there's a hell underneath us
That's where you will find me, yeah
If you wanna see how I run right back to killing myself, taking my time
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
At the end of every dream, there's a demon saying I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end
Pray for the dead when they find you in a coffin
(When they find you in a coffin)
Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end
If you wanna see how I run right back to killing myself, taking my time
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
At the end of every dream, there's a demon saying I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
Yeah, I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end
Pray for the dead when they find you in a coffin
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
682
(^・ω・^ )

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,819
Miley Cyrus-End Of The World :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


















Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh



Today you woke up and you told me that you wanted to cry

The sky was fallin' like a comet on the Fourth of July

Baby, you've been thinking 'bout the future like it's already yours

Show me how you'd hold me if tomorrow wasn't coming for sure



Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh



Let's spend the dollars you've been saving on a Mercedes-Benz

And throw a party like McCartney with some help of my friends

Yeah, let's go down to Malibu and watch the sun fade out once more

Show me how you'd hold me if tomorrow was coming for sure



Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh (the sky is falling, falling like a comet now)

(I can see it coming down)

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh (the sky is falling, falling like a comet now)



Ooh, let's go to Paris, I don't care if we get lost in the scene

Paint the city like Picasso would've done in his dreams

Do the things that we were way too terrified of before

Oh, I wanna take you to nirvana, we can't take it too far

Hit the bottom of the bottle and forget who we are

Hold me close, you know tomorrow isn't coming for sure



Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

(Let's pretend it's not the end of the world)

Let's pretend, it's not the end

(Let's pretend it's not the end of the world)

Let's pretend (the sky is falling)

It's not the end (the end of the world)

Let's pretend, it's not the end, end, end



Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh (the sky is falling, falling like a comet now)

Let's pretend it's not the end of the world

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh (the sky is falling, falling like a comet now)

Let's pretend it's not the end of the world (the sky is falling, fall

ing like a comet now)

I can see it coming down
 
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