Help What methods do I have given my conditions?

[some.one]

18M. I live with my parents as of now. I wanna ctb before I join college (around 2 months from now). Very rarely am I home alone, don't even have a room for myself. I had bought a rope once, but the fan didn't seem stable enough to act as a hinge. Also my parents know about my previous "attempt".

I don't wanna try methods that are to be performed in the public like jumping.

SN is hard to find here too. Feels like I'm out of options. Any help would be appreciated

 

[EndThatSuffer]

You should search some abandoned place, or isolated, like in woods, or some far cabins, and try rope there, or maybe you can go to some 1 star hotel.

 

[some.one]

yeah I've considered a hotel. I have to be quick tho.

idk what's the case with me. an hour ago i wanted to die so bad, now after listening to some music I don't wanna die lol. I'm just procrastinating on it atp

 

[last-counting-days]

can you go outside the house atleast?

 

[some.one]

yeah