What is your list of reasons for committing suicide?

[MrOptions]

Finances
Health
Depression
Anxiety
Parents dead
Daughter estranged
Girlfriend is a alcoholic and doesn't contribute anything to the relationship

 

[bigjwang]

I'm suffering from an illness, and I also have a lack of acceptance of my appearance and gender. Life isn't for me, it's for others

Yeah being sick and lacking true identity is just an absolute nightmare in this god forsaken capitalist nightmare

 

[venerated-vader]

1. I'm tired of putting up with the bullshit that is Existence. Mostly in that I hate dealing with the day-to-day struggles of having to be functional, or pretend to be functional, and the world isn't all that kind to people who can't pull their own weight.
2. OCD fucking sucks 0/10 would not recommend
3. OSDD fucking sucks 0/10 would not recommend
4. No matter what I will ever do, the medications I take or how many times I try to dig myself out of this hole, I will always have Bipolar Disorder. And the ups and downs will always happen. The only way they stop is if I'm dead.
5. Medication costs money. I do not have a job.
6. I don't need to poison myself to die, which is a win/win here because I'd panic from the nausea
7. The problem is me, so the solution is me. Either by fixing myself or dying. I'm too tired / lazy / bored to give fixing myself a go for the rest of my life, and living another 30 years (at a minimum, probably) is as unbearable a concept as I can imagine.
8. I'm getting older. Things only get worse as you age. Ergo: I don't want to be around when I'm too infirm to take action.
9. It's probably the only choice I can make for me. I could fight and fight and fight, and eventually meet death on death's terms, I guess. But I could also pick the time I go, and how I go, and prepare ahead of time so I don't have any regrets. I can say goodbye in my own way, it won't be a big surprise, and I can at least somewhat be at peace with my departure.
10. Grief sucks. I don't think I can go through it again.
11. People are disappointing, and community will never fix the mess I've got going on in my head. Can't even blame them, either-- like I said, the problem is me.
12. Editing to add: The sight of my own face makes me physically sick.

 

[torturedmind]

1. Persistent depression
2. Anxiety
3. No friends
4. No talents/hobbies
5. Guilt
6. Insecurity/ low self-esteem
7. Meaningless job
8. No degree or certifications
9. Going to die someday anyways
10. Wtf are we even doing here please get me out of this place and away from all of these people

 

[CaptainSunshine!]

1. Knowing that every day is going to be mostly pain with only a hint of pleasure. This is my number one reason, I think. Life feels tiring and I'm a fucking neet!

Sub-reasons:
- I hate taking care of this fucking flesh automaton. I was thrust into existence and now I must bear responsibility? Damn. How shitty is that. It's constant maintenance, even if I didn't have type 1 diabetes.
- Loneliness is my only path. I have fantasies about being loved and such, but they are mere fantasies. Everyone can be better than me, so why settle for me? Even as a friend, I can't help emotionally and with practical matters I'm dumb. My memes are too niche and selfish.
- It feels like suicide is inevitable for me. Either way I'll have to die by my hand, since relying on nature is too slow and sad.
- Working would be basically "voluntary" slavery.