I still don't quite understand your post in regards to context. So, could you in theory do LS, but are unable to find your sweet spot? Or what is your situation?
(Also, mind telling me a bit more about it? Is there any alternative to ctb? Maybe I can give a tiny bit of advice (I have been through a lot) or something. Feel free to also PM me in that case, I'm happy to help

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Also note that, from what I've read and can confirm myself, acting on impulse, especially in regards to irreversible decisions, can leave you way worse off.