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noalarms/nosuprises

noalarms/nosuprises

Member
Sep 21, 2025
7
Fentanyl overdose on a warm summer night in a midwestern field IMG 1253
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,802
probably Nembutal~ :) altho, I'd like to do something even more obscure, painless, and bloodless too! :333 altho, that's probably banned too but hey, it's a dream scenario! ^_^

well, if I wanted anything, I'd want to be happy, have kids, and be a mom and such but like~ if I'm happy that way, why I even want to die still then? xD
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
567
Would be nice to just die whilst sleeping.
 
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Hellis

Hellis

Recovered
Jul 25, 2025
110
Can my existence just be erased? If not take me out however they kill a member of the royal family or whatever. Dunno how they do it but they probably have the right idea.
 
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samarah988

samarah988

Member
Jul 9, 2023
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You have access to every method, all will 100% work, you can do it anywhere you want, you can control how much pain there is or if there's none at all, and you have contact with everyone you've ever known.
So what would your dream CTB plan be?
What would you want to say to people before you go? Or would you just skip it?
Is there anything you'd want to do before you die?
Go to any certain place before you die or as you die?
Give people advice? Argue with those you've never liked?

Personally, I would want to die next to the one I love with a gunshot to my head.
Have the time to write a lengthy note for my family detailing all my problems and events I've been through and the thoughts I've had throughout my life. Then give a long speech to the one I love, and end it right after.
something beautiful, like evelyn mchale. maybe jumping off a tall building and having my body be somewhat intact and graceful.

that or just od'ing idk
 
SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
I don't think I could easily handle a gun against myself unless I was super angry, it takes a lot to pull the trigger. That would be my ideal method, but I can't so I choose the nitrogen exit bag I'm gonna use tonight. :3
 
Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
292
Sarco or nembutal. Maybe snap my self out of existence with the infinity gauntlet.
 
C

ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
345
Definitely Fentanyl! I've never even used heroin but it's certainly tempting. To take anything that relieved all my physical pain and put me to sleep forever sounds phenomenal. My other preferred conditions would be to be alone, deep in a forest where my body could be left to nature. It brings me happiness to think of hungry critters and animals getting sustenance from my body. My other preferred condition would be to have all 5 of my cats in great, loving homes ahead of time.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,577
Nembutal in a clinic but, without any loved one or friend there. I wouldn't want to put them through that. I'd rather not leave a mess at home too or, have police invading the place and investigating.

I'd probably rather not say goodbye to people but then, it would seem fairer to them to warn them so- I probably would.

I'd like to see some beautiful natural landscapes before I die. But, the death itself, I'd be happy to be clinical and no fuss.
 
iamnotadinosaur:(

iamnotadinosaur:(

lost
Aug 19, 2025
54
I would write short-ish messages to people close to me telling them it's not their fault, maybe writing one larger letter to my parents/bsf explaining why I did it, then I would probably choose to go for a walk in the forest maybe bringing some snacks/drinks then hanging myself in a tree. Sounds pleasant to die in nature, however inconvenient because nobody would find me for a while
 
rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
153
Ideally I would like to give my full medical consent to getting put under and having my organs harvested. You know, give the one good thing I got going for me to people who'd love to have that: functioning organs.

Alternatively I'd love to drink a poison that just gives you a heart attack or something similarly lethal
 

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