
DivineSpark
Elementalist
- Feb 9, 2025
- 831
I thought I had seen the darkest place...but beyond that....I have found an even deeper darkness.
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Sounds like my current life. Trapped in this body, trapped with cruel and sadistic entities.Mine is some type of black mirror shit like your brain gets uploaded into a computer and you are trapped there in agony for eternity.
I recall an episode where a dying woman's consciousness got uploaded into a teddy bear so her daughter could interact with her. In the end the only thing she could convey is "Mummy loves you". Still gives me the creeps.Mine is some type of black mirror shit like your brain gets uploaded into a computer and you are trapped there in agony for eternity.
The author Edgar Allan Poe has a story about a semi-dead person describing how people take long to "completely die" - and that most people are buried alive. Some scary shit.Since this is SaSu, then the most frightening thing for me would be failing to CTB to end up an quadriplegic (drooler).
This! In short our new quest in life is its ending.Not being able to die. I am not really afraid of anything because I know death can be my solution to anything. So I guess not being able to end my suffering in the way I want is frightening.
Interesting- I have no sense of self to begin with.Losing your mind/sense of self.
You've never thought you knew yourself?Interesting- I have no sense of self to begin with.
At this moment in time. Choosing to live and to stop dissociating.