Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[starryend]

its exhausting hearing people with their cliche "It'll get better!" like they have any idea or care at all.

 

[ineedsomerest]

Exhausted, not sure where everything went wrong and how I let my life get to this point.

 

[Dejected 55]

Lethargic, not entirely in the moment... or maybe entirely in the moment and nowhere else. It's hard to tell. I'm definitely disconnected from the outside world. It is so quiet right now inside my house alone. No noise except the pecking of my fingers on the keyboard while typing this post. That's it. It gets so quiet here alone.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I made an alt with a random age... at the time I just wanted a disposable gmail to make it harder for someone in power to doxx me (eg upon registering), to test how easy it was for a Google account to be created (relatively easy, but eventually it might ask for phone number, the number can be removed after login tho)... and I recently wanted to see if the social media restrictions were real in Australia.

After trusting this forum, I can share my results on the ban-day. The account can still use gmail, google drive, google calendar (pictured, I made a TURD... that's a word that under 16 users likely don't know btw.. mods you can run my posts thru typing analysis software, and it will show I'm older than 18), and even google docs (I didn't test other stuff)

 

[Dejected 55]

I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere. I am so tired.

 

[4colliez]

Feeling pretty awful honestly. I hate being a sensitive person, I hate being non-confrontational. I hate hearing things that make me feel bad and not say anything because I'm scared people will start a fight, or because I'll be talked badly about. Because I know I'll cry, so instead I say nothing and get to feel like a coward

 

[CTB Dream]

this rly all pain sfffr nostp me noable doany no psbl

 

[EmptyBottle]

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I made an alt with a random age... at the time I just wanted a disposable gmail to make it harder for someone in power to doxx me (eg upon registering), to test how easy it was for a Google account to be created (relatively easy, but eventually it might ask for phone number, the number can be removed after login tho)... and I recently wanted to see if the social media restrictions were real in Australia.

After trusting this forum, I can share my results on the ban-day. The account can still use gmail, google drive, google calendar (pictured, I made a TURD... that's a word that under 16 users likely don't know btw.. mods you can run my posts thru typing analysis software, and it will show I'm older than 18), and even google docs (I didn't test other stuff)


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Feels like a good morning, waking up and not being banned (or being asked for ID, which would be as good as banned coz I don't want to be doxxed) for sharing this fun fact.

Yes, @Ihatemyself renewed herself as @ihatemyself2025 ... tho at a minimum, I'd be gone for months or longer before I can renew myself similarly.