Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Black_Knight]

This shit is hitting me hard fuck I'm such an idiot (but I had to do it)
It's gonna teach me why I don't want to die

This is my first time ever doing this while being physical miles away from anyone who loves me

My God I never appreciated that

I have no fucking clue how I'm meant to live! but I can't let myself die so what do I do?

 

[Manaaja]

The boys in my town when they were teenagers:

"Girls need to have long blond hair, have blue eyes, be anorexic, look like models, be rich, be tall, have absolutely flawless skin. and not a single health condition!! We'll bully to suicide anyone who isn't a perfect aryan blond!"

The same boys now:

"Omg, please baby, I love you, I'm so desperate, I'll do anything for you, please let me pay you 100 dollars to shit in my mouth!".



It's disgusting how those male failures made a mountain of requirements and standards for teenage girls, they thought every 13 year old needs to be a millionaire heiress with D cups, bee waist, wide hips, sexy legs, pure white skin with not a single mole or dot, yet when those same males turned 30, they are now begging for any female, no matter how ugly or poor or old or ill, to even look at them. Hell, they'd probably simp for a cleaning mop.

 

[broken serenity]

trepidation, uncertainty, fear, and butterflies

 

[LigottiIsRight]

I'm so so SO sooooooo tired of the fucking paternalistic tone of suicide prevention's narrative. It's nauseating, revolting. Treating adults like incapable kids.

 

[loakms8]

let me die please, like right now

fucking god, kill me now ffs

 

[fedup1982]

Im angry. Fuck society for gatekeeping suicide. There are millions of people out there with the power to end lives peacefully. Where are they when I need them? I wish a Harold shipman would visit me

 

[EmptyBottle]

Feeling surprisingly productive...

Spoiler: Learn why?

after this source: https://github.com/chouaibcher/WAF-AI led me to "Random Forest, SVM, and Logistic Regression" (3 different types of machine learning), allowing me to write more about them by using geeks2geeks articles and summarising, then adding my explanation for why I thought they were used.

Tho I also used my own knowledge of what XSS and SQLI is... that is kinda uncited. 97% human on GPTzero too (I included the references when pasting the text there)... and it even validated my bibliography (tho that is a more limited feature for free tier)

Yes, day(s) ago, there were irl annoyances, however, they seem to have eased.

 

[Irisse]

I have an important exam on November 24 but I still haven't really started to study. I have way too many subjects this year. Though I guess I still have a month but the amount of study material is huge. I also bought some art supplies because I want to give my friend something nice for Christmas. Also I need to find some yarn because I plan on making her a scarf.