Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Manaaja]

Foreign pro-women-and-children's-rights men in Finland:
Native misogynistic men and women in Finland:

 

[dissociation]

The anniversary of my CTB attempt is approaching, and this is making my desire to die even stronger, because I should be dead by now and no longer have to suffer, but I'm still here and I continue to suffer.

 

[Manaaja]

There should be a music competition where professional singers pick the worst possible singers, and then try to train them

I'm so gonna win.

As a gift for winning I want two Hawaiis. You can drop them somewhere south of Finland. I don't think there's any existing land south of Finland, because otherwise Finland would have conquered those lands eons ago.

 

[Dark Moon]

Just bad and/or empty I guess. I know that suicide is coming sooner or later it's inevitable, I hope to die and be gone from this world completely soon.

 

[kitkat9234]

Numb. Hating myself. Wanting to CTB but I'm too in my head about everything. Having really bad SI. I need to just say fuck it and just do it already.

 

[dissociation]

I was supposed to have a doctor's appointment today, but now I feel awful for not going.

 

[Manaaja]

I got pretty angry at one internet celebrity. His own mother abused him, and kicked him out of house and made him homeless when he was a kid. Then that boy grew into a successful rich man, and now his mother demands money from him while still being an abusive piece of shit who wouldn't give a shit if the boy died. And instead of using all his money and resources to get justice against his mother, he instead is a momma's boy and sends thousand of euros to her. Despite being raised by a single father who tried to make him realize what a bitch that woman was, and what a real good parent looks like.

Why?! Can I identify as your bitch mother, kick you out of your own home, and you'll send me thousands of dollars? Okay, let's do it. I'm now your fucking mother. Here's my fucking money address: xXstopsimpingmothers67Xx .

 

[itsgone2]

I want to make a serious attempt today. I can't take this constant pain every day wheee everything is also a reminder of all the mistakes that I've made.

 

[secretariat]

i feel like straight booty cheeks

 

[MissAbyss]

Why am I even wasting my remaining time over here while my sweet dog looks at me begging for attention. My highest priority that I seem to have suddenly forgotten lately.. It's time to go.

 

[Irisse]

I'm worried for my cat. Well, technically it's not my cat but I guess she belongs to the entire neighbourhood and I feed her when I can and I let her sleep over like today. She has mandibular abscess and I don't know how to treat it because despite my love for cats, I never really learned how to handle them in a sense of being able to check their mouth and eyes and such. I'm too afraid to try opening her mouth. I've found a vet nearby but I don't have enough money as I don't have an income yet and I don't know if my parents could pay because we had a lot of expenses this month. I love her and if she gets sepsis I'll never forgive myself.

 

[closetoyou]

i'm feeling bad!

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

Anxious, but with a strange happiness that summer is coming to a close, I prefer the rain.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

Anxious, but with a strange happiness that summer is coming to a close, I prefer the rain.

Halleluja to that! Rain is wonderful. Makes my headaches and most other pains better as well. No idea why. Probably humidity.

 

[dissociation]

Today I realized once again that every person I meet on the street or in a store leads a different, independent life and after my death no one will remember me because people forget me while I am alive.

 

[MissAbyss]

I'm so exhausted, my brains or fried, going back to sleep. Autumn has set in, it's getting darker earlier and earlier, I like it. Gives me a feeling of safety.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

I'm so exhausted, my brains or fried, going back to sleep. Autumn has set in, it's getting darker earlier and earlier, I like it. Gives me a feeling of safety.

Same here. Probably the medication adjustment for me. Going to take a little nap. Maybe it'll help

 

[Manaaja]

I'm so exhausted, my brains or fried, going back to sleep. Autumn has set in, it's getting darker earlier and earlier, I like it. Gives me a feeling of safety.

Just wear sunglasses indoors to make it darker

 

[MissAbyss]

Just wear sunglasses indoors to make it darker

At the beginning of this year I spent months wearing sunglasses and earplugs indoors due extreme sensitivity to light and sound created by Paws. I even had my curtains closed. The summer was horrible. Still wearing earplugs almost whole day though. So I need to adapt to light and sound again.

 

[LigottiIsRight]

I can't stop thinking about how absurd, ridiculous and unjustified is the mainstream narrative that we've to keep on living when we feel, for whatever reasons, that we don't want to.
How futile is our existence, in general. All the fuss for absolutely nothing.

I'm fucking bored, bored to death (literally, I hope!), that's all.

I enjoy birdwatching, and I'm convinced that the lives of the birds I'm seeing these days are more worthwhile than those of any human being.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

The nerve pain in my legs is driving me nuts today.

At the beginning of this year I spent months wearing sunglasses and earplugs indoors due extreme sensitivity to light and sound created by Paws. I even had my curtains closed. The summer was horrible. Still wearing earplugs almost whole day though. So I need to adapt to light and sound again.

Never heard anyone who wore earplugs like me for sound sensitivity before. So sorry you have that problem. I know how hard that is, and reading someone else has the same is heartbreaking. I have white noise generators throughout the house. Makes those little noises that can drive you nuts a lot better. When I was a child, I would always have a fan on next to me.

 

[MissAbyss]

The nerve pain in my legs is driving me nuts today.



Never heard anyone who wore earplugs like me for sound sensitivity before. So sorry you have that problem. I know how hard that is, and reading someone else has the same is heartbreaking. I have white noise generators throughout the house. Makes those little noises that can drive you nuts a lot better. When I was a child, I would always have a fan on next to me.

Nerve pain is awful, I had it throughout my whole body. Now it centers in the upper body.

I wear earplugs for sleeping, I almost hear nothing. What's dangerous about it is that it cuts you off from reality and I'm used to it by now, I even prefer it. So, I force myself to take them out in the evening for a couple of hours. The dehumidifier device is on right now, but I can hardly stand the sound.

 

[dissociation]

I stay in my bed and do nothing but wait for death.

 

[Dejected 55]

"glad" to be back in my house... but disappointed in the state of every other aspect of my life.