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Hi, until a few days ago, I was also tormented by the same thoughts. I think it's a real sense of responsibility. Then suddenly another thought: "If I can't help myself, imagine what contribution I could make to others." Yesterday I booked a hotel for the CTB. My family has already suffered so much because of me due to heavy drug problems. Even though I'm financially independent and successful at work, the rest of the time, if I'm not high, I'm devastated by dark thoughts. I believe that when I'm no longer here, after the initial impact, my family will be better off. I wrote a few lines to explain my choice and ease their feelings of guilt. And in the end, this time I put what I want first, not what others would want for me. Remember that this is just my opinion, which I share because, like you, I found myself at a crossroads. I sincerely hope you can find the strength to react and ask for help without creating too many problems for yourself. Overcoming extreme conditions is difficult but not impossible. I believe you can do it. Thanks to your family, have you tried to share your feelings with the family member you feel truly close to?
Two lines say a lot, but you still seem present. Keep fighting. You're not alone here
then dont ctb thats a good enough reason ur not too far gone yet to dont gaf about others thats good
Present on the couch scrolling this forum anyway. I'm closer to pulling it off than I have been. I wrote my notes and went farther with partial than I have before. I just can't bear the thought of more days
