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HFK40000

HFK40000

Not Living Just Killing Time
Apr 14, 2026
18
I met the love of my life one year ago tomorrow and in the past two months she has ghosted me. The only thing I ever wanted in life was to fall in love. My Ctb date is soon and her ghosting me was the breaking point. I would give anything just to know she read a message I plan to send her.
 
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Daphne

Arcanist
Jul 23, 2025
426
Don't KYS over another person. For all you know they may get a dopamine rush from it. There are some sickos on this planet that get off on playing the victim. Don't give them the opportunity.

Hold yourself back for a little while. Easier said than done, I know. When I was disowned by my mother in the worst way possible, it took all my strength and some psychotropic drugs not to KMS. But I knew if I did, she would not only be glad but play the victim card and get undeserved sympathy.

It's been a few years now and when I do CTB, it will be on my own terms.
 
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kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
350
Killing yourself over a rejection is pretty pathetic. Shame you can't see, you'll look back in a couple of years and laugh at yourself over this.
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
754
Killing yourself over a rejection is pretty pathetic. Shame you can't see, you'll look back in a couple of years and laugh at yourself over this.
Mate that's a bit rude to say. OP clearly has some other problems going on considering they have this much focus on wanting to fall on love, and having that twisted by someone else. That's a betrayal of trust, and the fact OP only ever wanted to fall in love is like pouring salt into this wound.
 
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kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
350
Mate that's a bit rude to say. OP clearly has some other problems going on considering they have this much focus on wanting to fall on love, and having that twisted by someone else. That's a betrayal of trust, and the fact OP only ever wanted to fall in love is like pouring salt into this wound.
His other problems are not what's ultimately going to end his life. Him simping for someone who has no respect for him whatsoever will. This is a silly position to allow yourself to be in, Like I said to him yesterday, if you've loved once, you can love again. No one is worth killing yourself over.
 

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