Those who chose SN. How scared are you to drink it on a 5-point scale?

[lawlietsph]

5, because of the throwing up-fast heartbeat combo.
and now because i saw the video about the guy who filmed himself dying from SN..
it looked waaaaaaay too long for me. idk if you feel anything at all or you pass out completely, but 30+ minutes of weird breathing really made me question this method

 

[kopebaldy]

The same for any other methods.

5

Doing them isn't a problem, failing to ctb with them terrifies me to no end.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

5. I'm very scared

 

[Hellis]

I drank SN and still have extra because I ordered it weird like a dumbass. Lost a chunk of money on my tomfoolery too.

I don't remember my attempt with SN, don't know if I finished the cup. However, I feel too scared to try it again. Maybe it was the dying, maybe it was the shitty hospital stay, but I'm at a full 5.

I kinda just have my SN hidden away in a drawer and I just stare at the drawer sometimes and feel like I'm dying (not actually, but generally a physical pain comes with it) usually at 3 am when I wanna sleep. Can't psych myself into doing it.

 

[UserFromNowhere]

3-4 depending on the day. I'm not worried about throwing up. My SI with SN is too high. Partial or full hanging I don't have the same fear with, but they keep failing to bring me death; still, I keep trying. But something keeps throwing me off taking SN, letting it all come to an end. Perhaps it's because I feel like the choice to die by rope still gives me some control over it, where I feel SN wouldn't, or perhaps because I still struggle to embrace the permanence of death that SN would ensure.