There's so much shit you have to do

[OnMyLast Legs]

Cooking, cleaning, shopping, laundry, and that's before work! And I'm just talking about a bare minimum life. Applying for food stamps is a big runaround. Anything medical is a hassle. Car maintenance. All our little hygienic tasks. What's it all for? Why would anyone put up with all the work to maintain your life? It's all heading for the grave anyway. I just can't be bothered.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm letting it all go bit by bit but then- it has consequences. Neglecting our hygiene and living environment risks health issues. I feel like I'm teetering on the boundary now of doing just about enough not to get ill. But then, I know I'll need to make more effort soon.

It doesn't exactly help the mental state though, living in a neglected environment. But then, I seem to prefer being lazy rather than being content somewhere organized and sparkly clean.

I do agree though. It's getting to a point I'm so annoyed with it all- I'm starting to question my Dad. Because- he moans like mad about life. As in- you do see it right- the nature of life? That it's one chore after another? That life itself isn't even fair? We can get struck down by random bad luck. He agrees whole heartedly there.

But then- Why does anyone- knowing that- seeing- living the reality decide to bring children here?!! More bizarely because it must actually bring even more chores into their life. But, he just went silent.

I suppose it's got to be hurtful/ hateful that the child you made reasonable effort with hates the fact they were born. But then, I truly don't get it. Especially when so many people do whinge about all that life entails. Why create more beings to experience the same (unavoidable) thing?

 

[itsgone2]

Yes life is a stupid series of chores. And it does seem impossible to want to bring anyone into this. In hindsight though I would say things were different even 20 years ago. Not nearly this expensive and jobs were way easier to come by.
But in hindsight I wouldn't have cursed someone with this life, and I'd have ctb way earlier. What was the point in even trying

 

[unluckysadness]

And paying taxes...

 

[badatparties]

To quote the Sopranos, "It's all a big nothing."

 

[IsolatedChaos]

I get this feeling so much, fuck.
I feel like I spend my entire life fighting tooth and nail just to get to the bare minimum of what life should be. I can't settle for this

 

[badatparties]

What's crazy is that none of this is unique or special, we're all here going through the same exact shit. This world just chews and spits people out with no rhyme or reason, just one cosmic fucking accident.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

Reminds me of that Seinfeld bit about the human body being too much maintenance.

 

[39hatsune]

living every day is so tiring, i never asked to be born