Discussion Sometimes the only reason i wanna recover is so i can do more drugs.

[Blueberry Panic]

Getting high seems to both solve all my mental problems but also contribute to them... I love tripping or Getting high it's a fact ... that I've had to come to terms with at a young age .

Sometimes I just wish I'd end up taking enough to kill me...

 

[BrainSplatter]

I used to think the same that drugs helped but over time you get addicted and what you're taking stops working that's when the pain creeps back in and it actually gets worse!!! Now I use a mix of things just to manage it - meth, heroin, crack, cocaine, 4mmc, weed, alcohol, Xanax and sometimes other benzos or opiates too. That's my average week! Even with all that I'm still in pain and still suffering :(

 

[katarinabluu]

i've never done drugs but before i ctb i want to try as many as i can lol

 

[immolation]

this is genuinely the realest thing ive ever read LOLL half the reason i dont ctb rn is because i love weed and alc and i wanna trip off all the hard shit at least once in my life

 

[Blueberry Panic]

this is genuinely the realest thing ive ever read LOLL half the reason i dont ctb rn is because i love weed and alc and i wanna trip off all the hard shit at least once in my life

Trying DMT and Salvia is a dream of mine lol

 

[anonymoustache]

My psy says smoking and alcohol bad and it would get worse in the future but then I think I would be so miserable rn without them that I wouldn't even survive to witness that "worse" condition. I wanna try ayahuasca before I die.

 

[katara]

i've never done drugs but before i ctb i want to try as many as i can lol

Ya I hear u, I wish I had access to painkillers so things wouldn't be so bad. I always hear about an opioid crisis here in America and I'm like yes please I'd like some lol