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jellyfish11

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would sn be a preferable method over jumping? in terms of cleanup, easiness and speed..
i know that jumping would inevitably end up in somebody having to cleanup a bigger mess, but i'm not sure what a sn corpse would be like to clean. i also don't know how fast/painful a death from sn is, and from what i've heard jumping ends it pretty much instantly if done from the right height. a setback is i have no idea where to get sn, compared to the ease it would be to find a tall building where i live. from what ive seen sn is definitely a very popular method here and i would love some more information relating to which one of the two i should choose.
 
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people who've survived SN say it's painless, just uncomfortable with the vomiting and general confusion. jumping is definitely faster, almost instant. but the fall is probably a few seconds of hell. survivors say they felt immediate regret upon letting go. surviving both are pretty traumatic with what they do to you at the hospital and whatnot.

i personally think i'd lose my shit in the 15-30 minutes of SN doing its thing. i can't imagine being that out of it that i don't realize i can't breathe, im turning blue, and im going to die. internal stuff like poisoning freaks me out. if i was good with needles, id inject 10cc into myself and have it be over instantly instead of ingesting.
 
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people who've survived SN say it's painless, just uncomfortable with the vomiting and general confusion. jumping is definitely faster, almost instant. but the fall is probably a few seconds of hell. survivors say they felt immediate regret upon letting go. surviving both are pretty traumatic with what they do to you at the hospital and whatnot.

i personally think i'd lose my shit in the 15-30 minutes of SN doing its thing. i can't imagine being that out of it that i don't realize i can't breathe, im turning blue, and im going to die. internal stuff like poisoning freaks me out. if i was good with needles, id inject 10cc into myself and have it be over instantly instead of ingesting.
thank you! this helps a lot.
 
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thank you! this helps a lot.
sorry i completely forgot i read a medical journal recently about a survivor of SN; in the hospital, he reported an 8/10 in abdominal pain. so maybe not guaranteed painless by ingestion. i rec reading through more of these, and browsing this forum for survivors' experiences to compare details in the methodology that im sure makes a massive difference.
 
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Carryline

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In my personql opinien
sorry i completely forgot i read a medical journal recently about a survivor of SN; in the hospital, he reported an 8/10 in abdominal pain. so maybe not guaranteed painless by ingestion. i rec reading through more of these, and browsing this forum for survivors' experiences to compare details in the methodology that im sure makes a massive difference.
I am so affraid I will also end up in hospital with sn.. but was it pure. And how can somebody end up in hospital? Did the person call the ambulance?
From my poibt of view I would rather do SN than jump... sn seen less painless
 
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In my personql opinien

I am so affraid I will also end up in hospital with sn.. but was it pure. And how can somebody end up in hospital? Did the person call the ambulance?
in that instance yeah, he was conscious and called for himself after waking up in his own vomit and feces. otherwise, someone could find you before you've died. the journal reported he improved drastically within an hour of treatment and 2 days later was discharged to receive "psych help"


found the case
 
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Carryline

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in that instance yeah, he was conscious and called for himself after waking up in his own vomit and feces. otherwise, someone could find you before you've died. the journal reported he improved drastically within an hour of treatment and 2 days later was discharged to receive "psych help"


found the journal
And did he has pure sn and follow the protocol?
 
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ForeverSubhuman

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Nov 12, 2025
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I'd like to die in my home and for my body to be intact
 
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Carryline

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Oct 11, 2025
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idk, he said he ingested 2 tablespoons from a bottle he got from walmart 6 hours prior
I see.. i am just affraid i end up like him and i cannot life either...
Usually just people who do not follow protocol fail and if the sn is not pure
 
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Carryline

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Oct 11, 2025
183
the best way to have a foolproof attempt is by following protocol and ensuring you will be alone the entire day
maybe you could even combine methods. hanging/ligation + SN, relying on your body weight once you pass out to compress your arteries and windpipe
I have tried haning,ligation and even night night and nothing worked..i just cabnot fail with SN but on the other hand i have nothing to loose
 
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I have tried haning,ligation and even night night and nothing worked..i just cabnot fail with SN but on the other hand i have nothing to loose
whats night night?
 
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ohh, almost the same as psh but probably much more comfortable
have you ever found the carotid sweet spot on your neck?
 
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Carryline

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Oct 11, 2025
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ohh, almost the same as psh but probably much more comfortable
have you ever found the carotid sweet spot on your neck?
I think i have but it did bot worked for me... propably i did something wrong
 
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Sep 17, 2025
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I think i have but it did bot worked for me... propably i did something wrong
honestly, if youre having trouble sourcing sn or just concerns about purity, i would try night-night again
it can take a while for people to find their sweet spot; for years i just planned to rely mostly on the strangulation for partial. even now i dont know if id be able to optimize that knowledge in practice for something relying exclusively on it like the blood choke
 
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Carryline

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honestly, if youre having trouble sourcing sn or just concerns about purity, i would try night-night again
it can take a while for people to find their sweet spot; for years i just planned to rely mostly on the strangulation for partial. even now i dont know if id be able to optimize that knowledge in practice for something relying exclusively on it like the blood choke
I should get my sn soon.. so i will try it.. if it is not working I wpuld try night night .. but I have hight hope for SN... it should be 99% i can be alone almost 12 hours abd i have olazepine i can use it instead of meto
 
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Sep 17, 2025
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I should get my sn soon.. so i will try it.. if it is not working I wpuld try night night .. but I have hight hope for SN... it should be 99% i can be alone almost 12 hours abd i have olazepine i can use it instead of meto
good luck with whatever you decide! both methods are generally reliable and painless anyway. wishing you peace :heart:
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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would sn be a preferable method over jumping? in terms of cleanup, easiness and speed..
i know that jumping would inevitably end up in somebody having to cleanup a bigger mess, but i'm not sure what a sn corpse would be like to clean. i also don't know how fast/painful a death from sn is, and from what i've heard jumping ends it pretty much instantly if done from the right height. a setback is i have no idea where to get sn, compared to the ease it would be to find a tall building where i live. from what ive seen sn is definitely a very popular method here and i would love some more information relating to which one of the two i should choose.
Why not do both do sn and jumping you will be dead both ways
 
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Why not do both do sn and jumping you will be dead both ways
love the creativity lol.. seems a bit too extensive for the mental capacity i'd have on the day of ctb though haha
 
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Yeah I imagine if you do that you will die midair before you hit the ground
part of my excitement around jumping is getting to free fall so i would hate to have it cut short, i have always fantasized about dying in such a manner
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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part of my excitement around jumping is getting to free fall so i would hate to have it cut short, i have always fantasized about dying in such a manner
Sounds good
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
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I've not been able to get over the taste of SN so jumping seems like my only option (I've tried other methods like psh but that didn't work) BUT problem is I have a fear of heights so I would have do it when I don't have any SI otherwise I'd just be on the roof all night lol.
 
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jellyfish11

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Dec 30, 2025
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I've not been able to get over the taste of SN so jumping seems like my only option (I've tried other methods like psh but that didn't work) BUT problem is I have a fear of heights so I would have do it when I don't have any SI otherwise I'd just be on the roof all night lol.
what does sn taste like, if i may ask?
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
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what does sn taste like, if i may ask?
If you ever went to the ocean and accidentally got some of it in your mouth that's what it tastes like. Like salt water. Because that's what SN is; it's salt. So when you mix it in the water you're essentially drinking a shot glass of salt water. It's awful.
 
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catsalvation

Member
Sep 13, 2025
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people who've survived SN say it's painless, just uncomfortable with the vomiting and general confusion. jumping is definitely faster, almost instant. but the fall is probably a few seconds of hell. survivors say they felt immediate regret upon letting go. surviving both are pretty traumatic with what they do to you at the hospital and whatnot.

i personally think i'd lose my shit in the 15-30 minutes of SN doing its thing. i can't imagine being that out of it that i don't realize i can't breathe, im turning blue, and im going to die. internal stuff like poisoning freaks me out. if i was good with needles, id inject 10cc into myself and have it be over instantly instead of ingesting.
Is it possible to inject SN? That sounds much better than ingesting it.
 
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Sep 17, 2025
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Is it possible to inject SN? That sounds much better than ingesting it.
yeah its used medically in the treatment of cyanide poisoning. not that those vials would have enough to kill someone though, id think, if its anything like fent
 
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If you've already ctbed, i hope you have peace in your next life, however i think if u take some lansoprazole it'll prevent the vomiting and the SN would be overall painless
unfortunately still here lol

but Carryline did SN yesterday and reported feeling pretty uncomfortable but overall manageable before no longer responding/logging on. search for posts made by their username to find that if you're curious.

personally, i'm mostly afraid of the dizziness in those final long minutes. don't think most people are bothered by that and don't mediate it with anything like ae's for vomiting. id rather be in a bit of pain than feel dizzy/unwell.
 

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