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Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
382
Why did you take it in front of the police knowing it wouldn't work?
But it did work.. I did die, I had a cardiac arrest and was dead for 25 minutes, I just didn't stay dead. I knew it would work. I knew I was most likely going to die when I was sitting on the bathroom floor.
 
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Daisy*

Daisy*

Student
Mar 31, 2025
102
But it did work.. I did die, I had a cardiac arrest and was dead for 25 minutes, I just didn't stay dead. I knew it would work. I knew I was most likely going to die when I was sitting on the bathroom floor.
I guess I'm confused. So you didn't know that you're life could be saved if you're found especially if you're found within a second?
 
Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
382
I guess I'm confused. So you didn't know that you're life could be saved if you're found especially if you're found within a second?
I knew that I was probably going to die. I don't live close to a hospital, and my life was barely saved. Cardiac arrest, and then they didn't know how much brain damage I had or if I was going to wake up.
 
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slightoverlooked

Specialist
Dec 27, 2023
319
For me it wasnt the most pleasant thing but bearable. I was groaning and shifting and turning bc my brain was very fuzzy. i didnt feel nauseous for some reason but i doubt thats normal. I would assume 99.99 percent of ppl get nauseous. I could feel how I got shortness of breath and all that. Almost died (doctors said they have never seen anyone survive oxygen levels that low). I was in an induced coma and (sadly) survived. The aftermath was low blood pressure (still struggle with that sometimes after 6 months) and right after shortness of breath for a week or two. Other than that I am fine rn. The taste of pure salt is very triggering but I will probably ctb with SN or KN regardless. I didnt use meto or benzos. Only had a sip or two of my drink, couldnt finish it.
 
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Daisy*

Daisy*

Student
Mar 31, 2025
102
I knew that I was probably going to die. I don't live close to a hospital, and my life was barely saved. Cardiac arrest, and then they didn't know how much brain damage I had or if I was going to wake up.
Glad you made it though I've never heard of someone not making it if they were found in time.
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
265
For me it wasnt the most pleasant thing but bearable. I was groaning and shifting and turning bc my brain was very fuzzy. i didnt feel nauseous for some reason but i doubt thats normal. I would assume 99.99 percent of ppl get nauseous. I could feel how I got shortness of breath and all that. Almost died (doctors said they have never seen anyone survive oxygen levels that low). I was in an induced coma and (sadly) survived. The aftermath was low blood pressure (still struggle with that sometimes after 6 months) and right after shortness of breath for a week or two. Other than that I am fine rn. The taste of pure salt is very triggering but I will probably ctb with SN or KN regardless. I didnt use meto or benzos. Only had a sip or two of my drink, couldnt finish it.
Why could you not finish it? It's supposed to be a small amount? Did you get duck were you discovered and revived? How much did you take?
 
Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
382
Glad you made it though I've never heard of someone not making it if they were found in time.
Sadly, I have multiple times. Look up Vlad Nikolin-Caisley. He had help but sadly died. Another person I know was found but collapsed and sadly passed away as well.
 
slightoverlooked

slightoverlooked

Specialist
Dec 27, 2023
319
Why could you not finish it? It's supposed to be a small amount? Did you get duck were you discovered and revived? How much did you take?
my friend suspected my attempt and called the ambulance. I couldnt finish it cuz im stupid and couldnt stand the taste. im also unable to down shots in one go so i just suck at that lmao. would have probably died if i drank all. but tbf that small amount probably almost killed me bc im underweight.
 
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Daisy*

Daisy*

Student
Mar 31, 2025
102
Sadly, I have multiple times. Look up Vlad Nikolin-Caisley. He had help but sadly died. Another person I know was found but collapsed and sadly passed away as well.
Yikes, well I definitely won't be found. I won't even have my phone near me.
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
265
my friend suspected my attempt and called the ambulance. I couldnt finish it cuz im stupid and couldnt stand the taste. im also unable to down shots in one go so i just suck at that lmao. would have probably died if i drank all. but tbf that small amount probably almost killed me bc im underweight.
But do you remember the amount?
 
Daisy*

Daisy*

Student
Mar 31, 2025
102
Ok would you say 25g is the ideal amount despite maybe having roughly 5g?

As long as it works and I pass, I don't care
I think there are a ton of fake suicide attempts on here. Just my opinion though I come from a family where 6 committed suicide successfully the first time around. I understand maybe getting it wrong the first time, but after that I think it's mainly a cry for help and not a real attempt.
 
ohsosleepy

ohsosleepy

Is that something I ought to do?
Feb 9, 2026
32
Ok would you say 25g is the ideal amount despite maybe having roughly 5g?
Not the user you're replying to, but 25g seems to be more than enough for most people. It all depends on different factors as another user has stated, so it's reasonable someone could die from as little as 5g.
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
265
Not the user you're replying to, but 25g seems to be more than enough for most people. It all depends on different factors as another user has stated, so it's reasonable someone could die from as little as 5g.
Gotcha! Thanks
I think there are a ton of fake suicide attempts on here. Just my opinion though I come from a family where 6 committed suicide successfully the first time around. I understand maybe getting it wrong the first time, but after that I think it's mainly a cry for help and not a real attempt.
You think they're faked or failed? They seem to get pretty close if you ask me
 
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Nowhereinparticular

Specialist
Sep 12, 2024
391
Could be the purity of their source.

We don't talk enough about the money aspect of SN. DSL must be cleaning up. Is it possible they are encouraging SN use on this forum through fake accounts?
I don't know that SN is better than a rope. To each their own I guess
Not sure but there are a lot of other things in the protocol. Could be the meto. That has a lot of side effects. If they had it in their protocol.
 
eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
587
my friend suspected my attempt and called the ambulance. I couldnt finish it cuz im stupid and couldnt stand the taste. im also unable to down shots in one go so i just suck at that lmao. would have probably died if i drank all. but tbf that small amount probably almost killed me bc im underweight.
This is my biggest fear I litch cant down liquids with certain tastes (ā•„ļ¹ā•„)
 
Alreadylate

Alreadylate

Student
Jun 8, 2025
155
For what I'm reading lately, I think taking a smaller dose of SN is the key for a peaceful death... But I don't really know i am not an SN expert.
 
HollowSoul

HollowSoul

Member
Apr 14, 2026
41
For what I'm reading lately, I think taking a smaller dose of SN is the key for a peaceful death... But I don't really know i am not an SN expert.
Not really, thing is SN its VERY lethal, people have died with 4g only. 25g its recommended because its the perfect ammount to asure ctb successfully (in a more quicker way, and in case you puke (you Will) you still have enough on you to ctb)

But the effects will still be the same either you take 4 or 25g... I think what might change things its the preparation you make before, how many hours you fast or the medication you take before
 
Alreadylate

Alreadylate

Student
Jun 8, 2025
155
Not really, thing is SN its VERY lethal, people have died with 4g only. 25g its recommended because its the perfect ammount to asure ctb successfully (in a more quicker way, and in case you puke (you Will) you still have enough on you to ctb)

But the effects will still be the same either you take 4 or 25g... I think what might change things its the preparation you make before, how many hours you fast or the medication you take before
I think the dosis matter... The more you take of something the more chances of experiencing the negative effects... I'm not so sure about that thing you say that taking 25g is enough even if you vomit, that's not what the book says... I think if you take more than necessary there are more chances to throwing up getting extremely sick and not being able to take a double dosis for example...