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Amarajoy

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Sep 12, 2024
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As a survivor of a SN attempt back in May I can confirm it is relatively peaceful. There wasn't any pain. Once I had ingested it, time went fast, and before I knew it, I was unconscious.
It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.
 
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BradGuy123

Experienced
Jul 6, 2025
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It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.
Exactly. Maybe it's different people's bodies reacting different ways. For some people it's peaceful and for some it's not. I don't think the guy who posted that his insides were burning and the people posting it was peaceful are lying, so it has to be that. If I ever have to do it obviously I hope it's peaceful for me.
 
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falali

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Feb 23, 2026
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I feel like the pain can be mostly avoided with a good protocol but it's gonna be a different reaction to everyone based on their metabolism and your body shape

If you have acces to any benzo it for sure help
Tired, loss of memory. No energy. Scars in different places from where they had tubes and stuff going in me. The chances of surviving sn is very slim
Thanks you for sharing your experience
 
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