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mayachcos

mayachcos

Member
Feb 18, 2026
16
Anyone knows if OTC Meclizine can replace Meto? Pretty difficult to get ahold of Meto as it's not a common prescription anymore in my country.
 
lost1s

lost1s

New Member
Feb 18, 2026
4
I don't think can buy them conveniently from Amazon or Ebay anymore.
 
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Jumpingclear

New Member
Mar 4, 2026
1
It's actually very easy to get at least in Spain. A simple search in Spanish will get you the right source. Got 500gr for ~12€ with no delivery issues
Hello, I'm new here. I'd really like to know which website you used to make this purchase. Do you know if they also ship to France? To individuals?
 
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cluefixphantom

Member
Feb 19, 2026
88
I might have found a reliable shop that offers SN for 100g (around 30 euros) and 500g (around 70 euros).

However, I haven't found the benzodiazepines or anti-nausea medications yet. I also don't have medical care, – if I had medical care I would consider getting fentanyl in high doses and skip the SN. For now, I thought I would take SN during the CO method with petrolium oven to be absolutely sure. Both cause internal suffocation. I think it's 100% lethal if no one visits you for at least two (better three) days.
 
ilovenoodles

ilovenoodles

₍^. .^₎⟆
Sep 17, 2024
23
Hii, please dm me if you have a reliable UK source <3 id be really grateful
 
ZetaS579

ZetaS579

Broken soul trapped in a body
Mar 8, 2026
2
Hi, just wanted to ask, are there any weaker dopamine blocking antiemetics that are proven to be effective that are OTC?
 
Alek1=

Alek1=

Member
Apr 19, 2024
42
Does anyone know how to get ahold of antiemetics strong enough for this method? I checked, and in Poland I was able to get SN easily. The problem is that none of the recommended antimemetics are OTC here, and I am not a good enough actor to fool a doctor. Maybe someone here did. What did you say to them? Also, Tagamet is not sold here, and I am not sure if bicarbonate will be enough.
 
lysergamide

lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
79
Does anyone know how to get ahold of antiemetics strong enough for this method? I checked, and in Poland I was able to get SN easily. The problem is that none of the recommended antimemetics are OTC here, and I am not a good enough actor to fool a doctor. Maybe someone here did. What did you say to them? Also, Tagamet is not sold here, and I am not sure if bicarbonate will be enough.
A GP should be willing to prescribe you some. Let's say you have a trauma. Say you lived something very traumatic and sometimes it gets back to your head and you feel like you wanna throw up and it occurs several times… should be enough to get the meto iirc but put your back into it. Tears and shit. Think of something really sad
 
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hatosan

Member
Mar 9, 2026
13
So I want to know more about it but seems doesn't have time go read 404 pages :( . So how long until I CTB ? I only have 3 hours window max , so it is enough ?

Is this painless ? Even without the anti-emetic ? Can this be successful without the anti-emetic ?

Any dose of use for certain CTB without pain ?
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

Member
Feb 24, 2026
65
So I want to know more about it but seems doesn't have time go read 404 pages :( . So how long until I CTB ? I only have 3 hours window max , so it is enough ?

Is this painless ? Even without the anti-emetic ? Can this be successful without the anti-emetic ?

Any dose of use for certain CTB without pain ?
3 hours is slightly less than the recommended 4. it works without the anti-emetic, and the pain seems to be highly variable from user to user.
Is potassium nitrate just as good as sodium nitrate?
nitrite. you need slightly more but the principle is the same.
 
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Bananaman

Member
Aug 13, 2024
22
3 hours is slightly less than the recommended 4.
The PPH states that death occurs in 40 minutes, yet I've been seeing people say 40 minutes to 4 hours, why is that? Is the time it takes to die truly that relative? I'd love to have a read on any reports and such that you could refer me to
 
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asfergrggdas

Member
Mar 11, 2026
18
Is it even possible to buy SN at this point? I have tried literally everything and followed all of the clues to find DSL and it is impossible. I don't understand why everything has to be so hard. Back in the 1950s you could just stick your head in the oven. But I guess then again I do understand why they make it so hard because this society is such a miserable place that they have to trap us here. Anyway sorry if this sounds insane but if anyone has any advice that would be much appreciated.
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

Member
Feb 24, 2026
65
The PPH states that death occurs in 40 minutes, yet I've been seeing people say 40 minutes to 4 hours, why is that? Is the time it takes to die truly that relative? I'd love to have a read on any reports and such that you could refer me to
The time to death is somewhat variable, and you want to leave enough time so that being found won't make a difference.
 
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Rahovart

Member
Jan 2, 2026
5
I've found multiple SN sources but I'd like to confirm whether any of these qualities make it unsuitable to ctb:
Not suitable for food related work
Technical grade
In crystalline form
 

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