The doctor told me I was spiraling when I told her it's making me worse.. tried telling her my side effects, wouldn't listen. she suggested UPPING the dose. Even denied it being a dopamine and serotonin antagonist. She told me it keeps the dopamine "in" lied straight to my face or she's completely ignorant.
I told her I wanted to stay on my dose and possibly try to taper and she put it my notes that I won't comply to medical advise to up the dose and add cymbalta. That's all she's ever done is call me non-compliant. I wish I never "complied" was forced on it at the hospital. EVIL, pure evil.
I've tried tapering. I got down to 2.5 mgs of olanzapine and feel no better. They tell me it's a "baby dose" when there is no small dose of olanzapine. 2.5mg still blocks 80% of dopamine at least. Seroquel was what made me go from an honor student to a drop out. That was over 20 yrs ago and still didn't recover mentally. After 20 yrs med free they completely destroyed any progress I tried to make. Most my life I've been suicidal, chronically ill, lazy, fearful and agoraphobic, but no nearly as bad as when I started the olanzapine.